The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
After standing a moment, the listener in the shadows made ready to go
on. When he turned to pick up his ax and bundle, he found his hat in
his hands. When he had removed it he did not remember. Mechanically he
placed it on his head and started on his way.
The red and purple of the earlier evening showing through the trunks of
the trees crowning the bluff was giving way now to the silvery green of
the rising moon.
With his ax over his shoulder the figure paused a moment for a last
look upward and then moved on.
But he did not feel the same. He had undergone some change. What
was it? Within his breast the song had raised something intensely
alive--something like hunger, fierce yet very tender; something like
strange pain; something like wild joy; something like unsatisfied
longing, together with unmeasured satisfaction. What was it? He did not
know. Mysterious to him as was the singer, was now the effect of the
singing.
Yet out of the mingled sensation of unrest and satisfaction, suddenly
stirred into life, there came to the youth thoughts of his mother.
His mother had been a pilgrim on a journey. He had heard her say so
many times. But the burden of her song had been "Earth is a desert
drear." He had heard her sometimes try to sing. But she did not go
shouting. She suffered on the way, endured, was patient, and at the
last she reached a groping hand for something strong to hold her back
from that country to which she believed she was going. It was with
a twitching of his muscles and a quiver of the big strong mouth he
thought of the passing on of his mother.
But here was a pilgrim happy, shouting, even jubilant. Who was she?
What manner of person could she be? His curiosity was aroused.
As he strode on toward Turtle Ford the falling waters of the dam
softened their roar into an indistinct murmur, and then like the voice
of the singer and the tinkle of the bell, blended into the quiet,
broken only by the call of a whip-poor-will or the whirr of a bat's
wing.
The moon rose above the lacey darkness of the timber-line. The
railsplitter had had no supper. Once he stopped and gathered some
berries. But he was not thinking of food. The eternal mystery of the
awakening of one's other self had both breathed through and enfolded
him. He was not hungry. He tossed the berries down by the roadside. His
pace quickened as he neared the clearing. He did not understand, but
for some reason he himself experienced a lifted-up sensation. It was
as if the conquering confidence and joy of the unknown singer had been
contagious.
At the edge of the clearing he stopped. The shack and pig-pen and few
rail-fences stood out in the moonlight like the skeleton of something
to be clothed with a body. The dogs came out and barked, but crept back
satisfied at sight of the tall figure. He stepped up to the door of the
shack. The snoring of a man told him his approach had not disturbed the
sleeping family.
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