The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance — John Shaqi
The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's RomanceBabcock, Bernie
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The Soul of Ann Rutledge: Abraham Lincoln's Romance
Babcock, Bernie
Lincoln, Abraham, 1809-1865 -- Fiction; Rutledge, Ann, -1835 -- Fiction
He turned toward the end of the cabin where a ladder stood, which he
mounted. At the square opening which served as door and window to the
loft, he paused and looked in, and by the moon's indistinct light he
saw the three boys of the family lying on a pallet. The dull hum of
mosquitoes sounded.
He turned back to the ladder, and on its top, with his back resting
against the cabin, he sat and looked out into the night. In the
light all was beautiful; even the piles of brush were softened until
they looked like the gray and silver tendrils of giant vines piled
by titanic fairies, and the trunks of trees were columns in some
mysterious and endless cathedral canopied with silvered green.
Across the wilds of the forest, which in the magic of night and the
moon were so beautiful, the thoughts of the youth again traveled back
to his childhood and its mysteries, and he seemed to see again a very
small grave in a lonesome spot beside which his mother cried and
declared with tears and choking voice that she could not go away and
leave it forever. To the boy who looked on, this had seemed strange.
Why should she weep because she could not take a grave from Kentucky
to Indiana, the new home, and such a tiny little grave? It had been
a mystery. Later he came to answer the mystery of it by calling it
"mother love." He thought of that grave, far away in Kentucky, as he
sat on the ladder. Then he thought of the grave of the mother who had
wept beside the little grave--two graves.
Some time he too would fill a grave somewhere--and so would the singer
on the heights. What was life after all? Its end was the same for
all--whether a tiny grave or one long enough even for him? The question
seemed to mock itself and laugh.
Then the voice of the singer rang clear again--a pilgrim rejoicing,
shouting--such a glad pilgrim, and again he felt himself impelled to
the heights from which it had come--felt himself a creature of some
fresh-born force he could no more fathom than explain.
A wild cat screamed down the creek. The three boys thumped the floor,
seeking in their sleep to destroy the mosquitoes. The dogs scratched
under the house. The man snored. Once the baby cried and the mother
soothed it.
These voices and sounds seemed a part of the secrets of the night and
of the strange awakening that possessed him with the pleasure and pain
of its mystery.
There was a sound, however, that came with the first pink of the
morning that seemed in some unknown way to hold the key to the mystery
of his strangely aroused hunger--a hunger born whether for good or ill
he knew not.
With the first stirring of life at the new day, a song bird just at
the edge of the clearing sent out its call, clear as the voice of the
singer on the bluff and, in the imagination of the inquiring youth,
like it, glad and unafraid.
But the bird was calling for a mate--one of its own kind--one which
would answer its call.
Again the call rang out penetrating and joyful.
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