The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 8, July, 1836 — John Shaqi
The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 8, July, 1836Various
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The Southern Literary Messenger, Vol. II., No. 8, July, 1836
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American literature -- 19th century -- Periodicals
At length the University bell tolled the appointed hour, and we were
drawn up on a stage in front of the assembly, from which we were
concealed by a curtain, as yet down. At a given signal the curtain
rose and presented to our view a numerous concourse of both sexes,
among whom I distinguished my father seated on the front row of seats,
prepared no doubt to witness his son's triumph. A sight of his
countenance served to increase the confidence I had in my powers, and
to dispel the embarrassment I felt on the occasion. The student at the
head of the class answered the question put to him with perfect ease
and composure—so did the second. I stood third; as soon as my name was
called by the examining professor, I felt the blood rush with such
velocity to my face as nearly to cause blindness—my brain reeled—my
eyes swam—and although I perfectly understood the question, my
confusion was so great as to hinder utterance. The question was passed
to the next, who was C——; he answered it. The mingled shame,
mortification, and rage I suffered, are indescribable. I retired from
the contest, and the prize which I could have gained was awarded to my
abominated enemy. I returned home with my mortified father, who
persuaded me to endeavor to overcome the painful and unfortunate
failing, which he perceived would blight my future prospects, by
mixing largely in society. In pursuance of this advice, soon after my
arrival in my native town, I determined to attend a large party, at
the residence of one of my mother's fashionable friends. I suffered
acutely from the time I received the invitation till the appointed
night. At length it arrived, and I, attired in my best suit, with no
aristocratic touch, rung the door bell. The servant ushered me into a
large and splendidly furnished room but partially filled. The courage
I had summoned for the occasion, like Bob Acre's, “oozed as it were
from the palms of my hands,” and I remained standing in the door-way
as immovable as if (instead of the gay and fashionable assembly who
were gazing at my strange appearance with so much astonishment,) the
Gorgon Medusa had turned upon me her petrifying look. The harmonious
note which at that moment stole from Bennett's eloquent cremona,
diverted their attention from my person and restored me to something
like consciousness. I advanced into the room, and was cordially
greeted by mine host and his lady, who were old friends of my family.
The dancing now commenced, and the rooms gradually filling placed me
in a rather more comfortable situation. I was, however, far from being
easy. In order, as I thought, to calm my perturbed spirits, I seated
myself on a sofa, situated in a corner of one of the rooms. I had
remained there but a short time, when the voice of some one engaged in
earnest conversation striking upon my ear, I turned my attention in
that direction and perceived my late triumphant enemy C——, conversing
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