Behind Simon and Sarah the place was suddenly full of noise, whispering
and shuffling and treading of heavy feet, and the ringing of nailed
boots on the smooth tiles. Presently all that had been inside the
church had gone out as if swept by a broom, and all that had been
outside had come in with a blatant rush, filling it with curious faces
and crowded bodies and suppressed laughter and muttered speech. Into
the quiet hour that had been meant for Simon and Sarah alone, Eliza came
full tilt with a tumult of sight-seers in her train. Not for her was
the peace between the springing pillars which rent before her like a
curtain rent by hands. She trod with bold, self-satisfied strides over
the dead faces which to her were only names. She created a vulgar
raree-show out of the simple blessing of a tranquil God.
Only outside the sea and the mountains kept their mystery till the knot
was tied. The sacred hour of Simon and Sarah was withdrawn silently
into higher courts.
All that was human in Sarah, however, remained at the mercy of the
broken hour below. Now and then she caught a glimpse of Eliza’s face
through the veil, or a gleam of her shining gown as she twisted and
turned. She thought to herself savagely that Eliza looked a fool, but
that did not prevent her from feeling, by contrast, a fool, too. Even
Will, shy and ashamed, but tricked out in unaccustomed gauds, helped to
point the comparison between the pairs. She remembered how her cheeks
had burned and her heart battered and her knees shook, while she
strained her ears for the least sign of mirth from the crowded pews
behind. The whole parody of her precious hour was bitter beyond words,
but it was the mocking distinction in clothes that went furthest home.
For the rest of her life Sarah was sharply conscious of all that Eliza
wore, and hated it right to the sheep that had carried the wool on its
innocent back, and the harmless cotton-plant that had grown for her
unaware.
Eliza sailed down the aisle again amid giggles and loud asides, but
Simon and Sarah crept quietly out of the church by the door through
which the singing-bird had flown. They stood in the grass among the
rose-bushes on the graves, and watched Eliza drive triumphantly away.
The parson followed them out to make a kindly speech, which they were
far too angry and humiliated to hear. He wanted to tell them that God
had certainly liked them best, but he knew they would not believe him if
he did. They were so certain that it was Eliza who had had the beautiful
hour. They were too simple to know that it was only they who had any of
the beauty to carry home....
II
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