All their lives Simon and Sarah had been the victims of Eliza’s Method.
Nothing they had, horse, cow or cart, but was sooner or later measured
by Blindbeck standards and condemned. Their furniture figured in
Eliza’s talk as often as her own,--their humble horsehair abased by her
proud plush, her stout mahogany lording it over their painted deal. They
had scarcely a cup or plate, hay-crop, dog or friend, but it was flung
in the scale and instantly kicked the beam. People grew tired of
Eliza’s Method after a while, but long before they had ceased to enjoy
it its work was done. By that time they knew to the last inch exactly
how the Simon Thornthwaites had fallen behind the Wills. The Simons
were stamped in their eyes as poor relations to the end of time, and
they treated them differently, spoke to them casually, and as often as
not forgot that they were there. But Simon and Sarah did not forget, or
cease to notice, or cease to be hurt. Always they felt pilloried by
Eliza’s blatant cry,--"Look here, upon this picture, and on this!"
Only in one respect had Sandholes and the Simons ever managed to hold
their own. Simon’s son had been every whit as fine as Will’s, for all
the wooden spoon that was hanging over his cradle. It was true that
more and more children came to Blindbeck, passing Sandholes by, but that
was nothing to Sarah as long as Geordie was at hand. Geordie alone
seemed more than sufficient to right them in the eyes of an
Eliza-magicked world. He was a rattlehorn and a limb, but he had stuff
in him, all the same, and sooner or later he would prove that stuff to
the world and the lordly Wills. All the working and scraping of those
years went to the one passionate purpose of doing Eliza down. Those
were the happiest years of Sarah’s life, because for the time being she
had a weapon against her foe.
Yet even here she found herself mocked by the amazing likeness between
the brothers’ sons. It had an uncanny effect upon her, as of something
not quite human, even, indeed, as if there were something evil at its
back. She had an uneasy feeling that, in some mysterious way, this was
still another expression of Eliza’s malice. The pride of stock in Simon
and Will was stirred by this double evidence of breed, but Sarah, when
people mistook the lads, was fretted to fierce tears. There were times
when she even hated the smile on Geordie’s lips, because of its exact
similitude on Jim’s. Most of all she hated herself when the wrong lad
called and she answered before she knew, or waved to a figure over the
sands, and it came laughing and was not her son....
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