Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Indians of North America -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction
As the torrent of words choked him, he stopped with a quick passion of
agony. He was sincere in this confession of his weakness; Jim could not
doubt him, though he was astonished at the admission. He had expected
Henry to assail him with hard words and insolent denials. The
acknowledged truth was sickening. Henry mechanically took some brandy;
he seemed a vibrating bundle of torments.
Jim watched him closely. "I don’t want to preach, Henry," he said, "but
when you stop that,"—he pointed to the half-empty flask—"you’ll have
half conquered yourself, and the rest will be far easier. This drinking
will pull you into days of horror, days that would mean desolation to us
all."
He hesitated. Henry crossed to the chimney and leaned against it with
his back to Jim.
"There is every chance for you," continued Jim. "In three months you can
have regained your place with Di, and think—think what it would mean to
your mother."
Henry did not move; his head was resting on his outstretched arms, lying
across the mantel edge. The broken figure of Henry touched Jim deeply.
"It’s all right, old man. We’ll forget this. Forgive my frankness,
but, after all, your interests are mine; your mother and your home were
mine, and Di—was like a little sister, so I had to speak. I’ll not say
another word. I’m off." And almost before Henry could realize it, Jim
had left him—left him with the dull burning in his heart and brain.
So Jim knew. It had been a relief to acknowledge his pent-up remorse,
but he was more deeply involved than his cousin suspected. Jim knew but
half; the other half, with its awful, dreaded discovery, walked ever
beside him. He made a sudden rush to the door as though to recall Jim,
to unburden himself and be saved, but the momentary impulse died. He
stumbled heavily into a chair; it was useless. He alone could save the
situation, and the half that Jim knew would be bitter enough to face in
his daily companionship with him.
August came with its heather-clad hills, but England rejoiced less than
usual in the beauty of the great flower-garden which the entire
country-side resembled. Over it all hung the tragic symbol of war. The
call of Africa for men had been appalling. In the park of the Towers a
detachment of Yeomanry were encamped for a fortnight’s training, and the
restful beauty of the place for days had been broken by the firing
manoeuvres of the men. To-night all was quiet, with only the sounds
from the men in their tents faintly reaching the Towers. Henry was
giving a dinner to the officers in command and coffee was being served
in the garden. A flaming border of evening primroses were opening their
yellow, cuplike blossoms, In the distance a boy’s clear voice was
singing:
"Oh, Tommy, Tommy Atkins, you’re a good ’un, ’eart and ’and,
You’re a credit to your country and to all your native land."
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