"I am glad you acquiesce so far," continued Mr. Porteous. "But
further:--carefully observe," and he leant forward, with finger and
thumb describing an argumentative enclosure out of which Adam could not
escape--"observe that the visible, because notorious, _fact_ of scandal
demands some reparation by a fact equally visible and notorious; you
see? What kind of reparation I demanded, I have already told you. I
smile at its amount, in spite of all you have said, and said so well, in
explaining your difficulties in not at once making it; nay I sympathise
with your kindly, though, permit me to say, your weak _feeling_, Adam.
But, is feeling principle?" Here Mr. Porteous paused with a complacent
smile to witness the telling effect of his suggestive question. "Were
our Covenanting forefathers," he went on to say, "guided by feeling in
giving their testimony for truth by the sacrifice of their very lives?
Were the martyrs of the early Church guided by feeling? But I will not
insult an elder of mine by any such arguments, as if he were either
ignorant of them, or insensible to their importance. Let me just add,"
concluded the minister, in a low, emphatic, and solemn voice, laying one
hand on Adam’s knee, "what would your dear boy _now_ think--supposing
him to be saved--if he knew that his father was willing to lose, or even
to weaken his influence for good in the parish--to run the risk of being
suspended, as you now do, from the honourable position of an elder--and
all for what?" asked the minister, throwing himself back in his chair,
and spreading out his hands--"all for what! a toy, a plaything, a bird!
and because of your _feeling_--think of it, Adam--your _feeling_! All
must yield but you: neighbours must yield, Session must yield, and I
must yield!--no sacrifice or satisfaction will you make, not even of
this bird; and all because _your_ feelings, forsooth, would suffer!
_That’s_ your position, Adam. I say it advisedly. And finally, as I
also hinted to you, what would the Dissenters say if we were less pure
in our discipline than themselves? Tell it not in Gath, proclaim it not
in the streets of Askelon--the Philistines would rejoice! Take any view
of the case you please, it is bad--very bad." And the minister struck
his thigh, turned round in his chair, and looked at the roof of the
room.
Adam at that moment felt as if he was the worst man in the parish, and
given over to the power of evil.
"I dinna understand," he said, bending down his head, and scratching his
whisker.
"I thought you did not, Adam--I thought you did not," said Mr. Porteous,
turning towards him again; "but I am glad if you are beginning to see it
at last. Once you get a hold of a principle, all becomes clear."
"It’s a sharp principle, minister; it’s no’ easy seen. It has a fine
edge, but cuts deep--desperate deep," remarked Adam, in an undertone.
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