"That is the case with most principles, Adam," replied Mr. Porteous.
"They have a fine edge, but one which, nevertheless, separates between a
lie and truth, light and darkness. But if you have it--hold it fast."
The minister’s principles seemed unanswerable; Adam’s sense of right
unassailable. Like two opposing armies of apparently equal strength
they stood, armed, face to face, and a battle was unavoidable. Could
both be right, and capable of reconciliation? Could right principle and
right feeling, or logical deductions from sound principles, ever be
really opposed to the strongest instincts of the heart, the moral
convictions of a true and loving nature? A confused medley of questions
in casuistry tortured Adam’s simple conscience, until they became like a
tangled thread, the more knotted the more he tried to disentangle the
meshes.
The Sergeant rose to depart, saying, "I have a small Sabbath class which
meets in my house, and I must not be too late for it; besides, there’s
nae use o’ my waiting here langer: I have said my say, and can say nae
mair."
"You will return to your class with more satisfaction," said Mr.
Porteous, "after this conversation. But, to prevent all misunderstanding
or informality, you will of course be waited upon by your brethren; and
when they understand, as I do, that you will cheerfully comply with our
request, and when they report the same, no more will be said of the
matter, unless Mr. Gordon foolishly brings it up. And if--let me
suggest, though I do not insist--if, next Sunday, you should hang the
cage where it was this morning when it gave rise to such scandal, but
without the bird in it, the neighbours would, I am sure, feel gratified,
as I myself would, by such an unmistakable sign of your good-will to all
parties."
The Sergeant had once or twice made an effort to "put in a word", but at
last thought it best to hear the minister to the end. Then, drawing
himself up as if on parade, he said, "I fear you have ta’en me up wrang,
Mr. Porteous. My silence wasna consent. Had my auld Colonel--ane o’ the
best and kindest o’ men--ordered me to march up to a battery, I wad hae
done’t, though I should hae been blawn the next moment up to the moon;
but if he had ordered me, for example, tae strike a bairn, or even tae
kill my bird, I wad hae refused, though I had been shot the next minute
for’t. There are things I canna do, and winna do, for mortal man, as
long as God gies me my heart: and this is ane o’ them--I’ll never kill
’Charlie’s bairn’. That’s my last word--and ye can do as you and the
Session please."
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