Her position up to this time had not been like that of the young and
gentle governess of romance, an exceptionally sheltered and happy one.
She had not been the only daughter of a doting father or mother, whose
want of means to provide for her was only discovered upon their sudden
death. On the contrary, Janet’s experience was entirely that of a
dependent. It is true the dependence was more or less a natural one. She
was a relation of her patroness, and she had grown up from childhood in
Miss Philipson’s house, without any consciousness that it was not her
home, and with much of the feelings of a child, always subject, always
liable to be ordered about and reproved, and little considered, but only
in a way common to children. She had been very well educated on the
whole, very well cared for, nicely dressed, since that was quite
according to the fitness of things, and not allowed in anything to fall
behind the neighboring girls of her age in any pleasure or
accomplishment. It would have been contrary to Miss Philipson’s credit,
and it would have impaired her comfort, if Janet had not been on a level
with the rest, or if she had not been cheerful and happy in her life.
She was always kind to the girl, not being naturally unkind to anyone.
She liked to have everything pleasant about her, and she had a
conscience besides--both which things were very good for her little
cousin. She did not provide for Janet, but that was all--and indeed,
having done so much for her, and given her on the whole such a happy
life up to her twentieth year, there was no failure of duty in this; and
though some of Janet’s friends were inclined to blame Miss Philipson,
Janet herself was much more just, and neither felt nor expressed any
blame.
“Aunt Mary was always good to me,” the girl said. “I had no right to
that, but she gave it me freely, and we were very happy together, and
certainly I had no right to expect any more.”
“My dear, I would not for the world impair your gratitude or your
affection for your poor aunt,” said the vicar’s wife; “in many things
she deserved it fully, but----”
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