“It is the most natural thing in the world,” said the vicaress. “I only
wish I could always take the charge of you, Janet; but we are old
people, and we have little to leave, and it would only be putting off a
little what would have to be faced at last.”
“Dear Mrs. Bland!” cried Janet, looking at her with something like tears
in her eyes: they were real tears--and yet even while they sprang by
instinct of nature, the little thing could not help the rising of a
revolt against the thought of settling again at Clover after she had
once been unseated from her corner. At Clover! when what she was
thinking of was the world.
“But you must promise me, my dear,” said the old lady, with a tremor in
her voice, “that as long as we live you will always look on the vicarage
as your home. If this Mrs. Harwood should not turn out all you expect,
you must not think it necessary to stay on, you know, and fret yourself
to death trying to make it do. You must always remember you have a home
to come back to, Janet.”
“But the vicar thought Mrs. Harwood was very nice.”
“So he did, but in such cases a man’s opinion does not go for very much.
If a woman looks nice and talks nicely, and has an agreeable smile, it
is all the vicar thinks of: and most people are nice to him.”
“How could they help it, he is so delightful himself?”
“Well, I tell you, he is no judge; and in the best of places, Janet,
there is a great deal to put up with. Every family has its own ways, and
you will be a stranger, and it will be hard for you to be left out and
to feel yourself always an outsider. There is a young lady, and she will
go out to her parties and balls and you will be left behind. I don’t
mean that you will feel it now, when your spirit is broken, but by and
by, when in the course of nature----”
“It would be just the same at Clover,” said Janet; “there are neither
balls nor parties.”
“Ah, but everything there is you are asked to. That makes such a
difference: and it will not be the case there. My dear, I am frightened
about you, for you are too bold. You don’t realize the difference. It
will be a great difference,” said Mrs. Bland, shaking her head.
Janet could have laughed, but did not. She was very bold. The new life
and the strange family had no terrors for her. Novelty was dear, an
exhilaration not a terror, to this little girl. Her heart was beating
high with expectation while all these prophecies were poured into her
ear. But it would not have been in good taste (Janet felt) to exhibit
the real state of her feelings, so she answered, demurely, that she
hoped she was not too bold.
“But, dear Mrs. Bland, when one has to do it, don’t you think one had
better try to do it cheerily and think the best? Don’t you remember the
old song in the play that the vicar likes so much--
“‘A merry heart goes all the way
A sad one tires in a mile, a’!”’
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