She looked irritable, cross, disturbed, as Janet thought she had never
seen her before, and moved uneasily in her chair. But she had shown no
such annoyance when the visitor came in. She had received him with a
cheerful welcome, and he had seemed in no doubt on that subject. Indeed,
the young man had come in and taken his place among them with the
familiarity and complacency of a favored visitor who expected to confer
as well as to receive pleasure. That line in Mrs. Harwood’s brow had not
appeared till Julia, with her dogged look, had stared into her mother’s
face.
“I wish,” cried the old lady, “oh, I wish that Adolphus would come
home!” and she wrung her white, plump hands with almost a tragic
gesture, which was so strangely unlike her comfortable person, and all
that Janet had hitherto known of her, that the little governess had hard
ado not to laugh.
“Do you expect Mr. Harwood soon?” she asked.
“They are all very self-willed, Miss Summerhayes. You must have seen
that, already. Gussy of course will not be guided by me. She thinks that
things are meant which probably are not meant at all--except to pass the
time. And Julia, though she is not more than a child, sets herself up
in judgment as if she were--do you think I can do anything to stop
it?--even if it were desirable to stop it. And why should I, for that
matter, even if I could? It would be suitable enough. How am I to tell,
Miss Summerhayes, with no one to advise me, and such self-willed
children to deal with? Oh, I wish--I wish that Adolphus were here!”
Janet did not know what to make of this sudden burst of confidence. She
was afraid to seem to wish to pry into her employer’s concerns, yet,
with the impulse of youth, which is at once a kind meaning and a
movement of vanity, wanted to say something which should be
consolatory--to put forth her own little hand as a guide in the
circumstances of which she was so entirely ignorant.
“I am sure, dear Mrs. Harwood, no one would do anything which they knew
you really disliked--you are so good. Perhaps they don’t know that you
really dislike--anything that may be going on.”
To Janet’s surprise, Mrs. Harwood received this enigmatical utterance as
if it had thrown real light upon the situation. She put her handkerchief
to her eyes.
“I dare say you are right, my dear. I always said you were full of
understanding for so young a thing. Perhaps that’s what it is, after
all. I don’t speak out. It would be much more sensible if I were to
speak out.”
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