You, who know Mrs. Blodgett so much better than I, can understand my
bewilderment during the first day or two of my visit. Her husband had
jokingly pictured me as of an Eastern race, which made the meeting
rather embarrassing; but the moment she comprehended that I did not
habitually sit on the floor, did not carry a scimiter or kris, and was
not unwashed and ferine, but only a dark skinned, dark haired, and very
silent German scholar, she took possession of me as I have seen her do
of others. She preceded me to my room, ringing for a servant on the
way, made me open my trunk, and directed the maid where to put each
article it contained. She told me what time to be ready for dinner,
what to wear for it, and at that meal she had me helped twice to such
dishes as she chose, while refusing to let me have more than one cup of
coffee. To a man who had never had any one to look after him in small
things it was a novel and rather pleasant if surprising experience, and
when I grew accustomed to it I easily understood Mr. Blodgett’s
chuckles of enjoyment when she told him he shouldn’t have a third
cigar, when she decided how close he was to sit to the fire, and
finally when she made all of us—Agnes, Mr. Blodgett, and myself—go to
bed at her own hour for retiring. Best of all I understood Mr.
Blodgett’s familiar name for her, “the boss.” That visit was a perfect
revelation to me of affectionate, thoughtful, and persistently minute
domineering. I do not believe that the man lives, though he be the
veriest woman-hater, who could help loving her after a fortnight of her
tyranny. Certainly I could not.
By Mr. Blodgett’s aid I secured a “paper” cable transfer of the money
realized from the bonds and draft, in order that it might seem to come
from Europe, and sent it to you, writing at his suggestion, “The
inclosed draft on Foster G. Blodgett & Co. for the sum of thirty-three
thousand dollars is part payment of principal and interest due you from
estate of William G. Maitland.” I wonder what your thoughts were as you
read the unsigned and typewritten note?
It was your greeting of me by my alias that led me to accept the
incognito. Perhaps it was cowardly to shirk my shame by such a means,
but it was not done from cowardice; the thought did not even occur to
me until it opened a way to knowing you. And in that hope my very
misery became almost happiness, for its possibilities seemed those of
the Oriental poet who wrote:—
“My love once offered me a bitter draught
From which in cowardice I flinched.
But still she tendered to me;
And bowing to her wish, I then no longer shrank,
But took the cup and put it to my lips.
Oh, marvel! gazing still at her,
The potion turned to sweetness as I drank.”
If your old friend, Donald Maitland, were dead to you, your new lover,
Rudolph Hartzmann, might fill his place. I never stopped to think if
such trickery were right, or rather my love was stronger than my
conscience.
Good-night, my dearest.
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