_March 1._ During my visit I heard much about you from Mrs. Blodgett
and Agnes, for your name was constantly on their lips. From them I
learned that your birth, wealth, and the influence of your uncle had
involved you in a fashionable society for which you cared nothing, and
that, aside from the gayety which that circle forced upon you, your
time was spent in travel, and in reading, music, and charitable work.
Except for themselves, they averred, you had no intimate friends, and
their explanation of this fact proved to me that you had taken our
separation as seriously as had I.
“After Mr. Walton brought her to America she spent the first few months
with us,” Mrs. Blodgett told me, “and was the loneliest child I ever
saw. Her big eyes used to look so wistfully at times that I could
hardly bear it, yet not a word did she ever speak of her sorrow. And
all on account of that wretch and his son! I think the worse men are,
the more a good woman loves them! When Maizie was old enough to
understand, and Mr. Walton told her how she had been robbed, she
wouldn’t believe him till Mr. Blodgett confirmed the story. She used to
be always talking of the two, but she has never spoken of them since
that night.”
Even more cruel to me was something Agnes related. She worshiped you
with the love and admiration a girl of eighteen sometimes feels for a
girl of twenty-three, and in singing your praises,—to a most willing
listener,—one day, she exclaimed, “Oh, I wish I were a man, so that I
could be her lover! I’d make her believe in love.” Then seeing my
questioning look, Agnes continued: “What with her selfish old uncle,
and the men who want to marry her for her money, and those hateful
Maitlands, she has been made to distrust all love and friendship. She
has the idea that she isn’t lovable,—that people don’t like her for
herself; and I really think she will never marry, just because of it.”
Better far than this knowledge of you at second-hand was Mr. Blodgett’s
telling me that you were to dine with them during my visit. It may seem
absurd, but not the least part of my eagerness that night was to see
you in evening dress. If I had not loved you already, I should have
done so from that meeting; and although you are dear to me for many
things besides your beauty, I understand why men love you so deeply who
know nothing of your nature. That all men should not love you is my
only marvel whenever I recall that first glimpse of you as you entered
the Blodgetts’ drawing-room.
Before we had finished our greetings Mr. Whitely entered, and though I
little realized how vital a part he was to be of my life, I yet
regarded him with instant interest, for something in his manner towards
you suggested to me that he coveted the hand you offered him.
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