Yes, our life had almost resumed its normal course when my mother's
second marriage was announced to me. This time I accurately remember not
only the period, but also the day and hour. I was spending my holidays
with my spinster aunt, my father's sister, who lived at Compiègne, in a
house situated at the far end of the town. She had three servants, one
of whom was my dear old Julie, who had left us because my mother could
not get on with her. My aunt Louise was a little woman of fifty, with
countrified looks and manners: she had hardly ever consented to stay two
whole days in Paris during my father's lifetime. Her almost invariable
attire was a black silk gown made at home, with just a line of white at
the neck and wrists, and she always wore a very long gold chain of
ancient date, which was passed under the bodice of her gown and came out
at the belt. To this chain her watch and a bunch of seals and charms
were attached. Her cap, plainly trimmed with ribbon, was black like her
dress, and the smooth bands of her hair, which was turning grey, framed
a thoughtful brow and eyes so kind that she was pleasant to behold,
although her nose was large and her mouth and chin were heavy. She had
brought up my father in this same little town of Compiègne, and had
given him, out of her fortune, all that she could spare from the simple
needs of her frugal life, when he wished to marry Mdlle. de Slane, in
order to induce my mother's family to listen to his suit. The contrast
between the portrait in my little album of my aunt and her face as I saw
it now, told plainly enough how much she had suffered during the past
two years. Her hair had become more white, the lines which run from the
nostrils to the corners of the mouth were deepened, her eyelids had a
withered look. And yet she had never been demonstrative in her grief. I
was an observant little boy, and the difference between my mother's
character and that of my aunt was precisely indicated to my mind by the
difference in their respective sorrow. At that time it was hard for me
to understand my aunt's reserve, while I could not suspect her of want
of feeling. Now it is to the other sort of nature that I am unjust. My
mother also had a tender heart, so tender that she did not feel able to
reveal her purpose to me, and it was my aunt Louise who undertook to do
so. She had not consented to be present at the marriage, and M.
Termonde, as I afterwards learned, preferred that I should not attend on
the occasion, in order, no doubt, to spare the feelings of her who was
to become his wife. In spite of all her self-control, Aunt Louise had
tears in her brown eyes when she led me to the far end of the garden,
where my father had played when he was a child like myself. The golden
tints of September had begun to touch the foliage of the trees. A vine
spread its tendrils over the arbour in which we seated ourselves, and
wasps were busy among the ripening grapes. My aunt took both my hands in
hers, and began:
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