"André, I have to tell you a great piece of news."
I looked at her apprehensively. The shock of the dreadful event in our
lives had left its mark upon my nervous system, and at the slightest
surprise my heart would beat until I nearly fainted. She saw my
agitation and said simply:
"Your mother is about to marry."
It was strange this sentence did not immediately produce the impression
which my look at her had led my aunt to expect. I had thought from the
tone of her voice, that she was going to tell me of my mother's illness
or death. My sensitive imagination readily conjured up such fears. I
asked calmly:
"Whom?"
"You do not guess?"
"M. Termonde?" I cried.
Even now I cannot define the reasons which sent this name to my lips so
suddenly, without a moment's thought. No doubt M. Termonde had been a
good deal at our house since my father's death; but had he not visited
us as often, if not more frequently, before my mother's widowhood? Had
he not managed every detail of our affairs for us with care and
fidelity, which even then I could recognise as very rare? Why should the
news of his marriage with my mother seem to me on the instant to be much
worse news than if she had married no matter whom? Exactly the opposite
effect ought to have been produced, surely? I had known this man for a
long time; he had been very kind to me formerly--they said he spoiled
me--and he was very kind to me still. My best toys were presents from
him, and my prettiest books; a wonderful wooden horse which moved by
clockwork, given to me when I was seven--how much my poor father was
amused when I told him this horse was "a double thoroughbred"--"Don
Quixote," with Doré's illustrations, this very year; in fact some new
gift constantly, and yet I was never easy and light-hearted in his
presence as I had formerly been. When had this restraint begun? I could
not have told that, but I thought he came too often between my mother
and me. I was jealous of him, I may as well confess it, with that
unconscious jealousy which children feel, and which made me lavish
kisses on my mother when he was by, in order to show him that she was my
mother, and nothing at all to him. Had he discovered my feelings? Had
they been his own also? However that might be, I now never failed to
discern antipathy similar to my own in his looks, notwithstanding his
flattering voice and his over-polite ways. To a child instinct is never
deceived about such impressions. This was quite enough to account for
the shiver that went over me when I uttered his name. But I saw my aunt
start at my cry.
"M. Termonde," said she; "yes, it is he; but why did you think of him
immediately?" Then, looking me full in the face searchingly, she said in
a low tone, as though she were ashamed of putting such a question to a
child: "What do you know?"
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