Out of the depths of the silence which I preserved on those wretched
half-holidays, I followed with intense interest all the conversations
that took place before me, especially during breakfast and dinner, in
the dining-room--newly furnished, like all the rest of the house. The
hours of those meals were no longer the hours of my father's time. This
change, and the new furnishing of our dwelling, typified the newness of
my mother's life. M. Termonde, who was the son of a stockbroker, and had
been for some time in diplomacy, had kept up social relations of a kind
quite different from our former ones. My mother and he went frequently
into that mixed and cosmopolitan society which was then, and is now,
called "smart." What had become of the familiar faces at the dinners,
few and far between, which my father used to give at the Rue Tronchet?
Those dinner parties consisted of three or four persons, the ladies in
high gowns, and the gentlemen in morning dress. The talk was of politics
and business; a former Minister of King Louis Philippe's, who had gone
back to his practice at the bar, was the oracle of the little circle;
and the dinner hour was half-past six, instead of seven, on those days,
because the old statesman always retired to rest at ten o'clock. In the
wealthy but plain bourgeois life of our home, to go to a theatre was an
event, and a ball formed an epoch. Thus, at least, did things represent
themselves to my childish mind. Now the old ex-Minister came to the
house no more, nor Mdme. Largeyx, the engineer's widow, whom papa was
always quoting to mamma as a model, and whom my mother laughingly called
her "mother-in-law." Now, my mother and my stepfather went out almost
every evening. They had horses and several carriages, instead of the
coupé hired by the month with which the wife of the renowned lawyer had
been content. All the men who came in after dinner, all the women whom I
met at six o'clock in my mother's drawing-room, were young and full of
life and spirits, and their talk was solely of amusements; new plays,
fancy balls, races, and dress. My father, who was full of the ideas of
the Monarchy of July, like his old political friend, used to speak
severely of the imperial régime; but now, my mother was invited to the
great receptions at the Tuileries. How could I have ventured to talk to
her about the small miseries of my school life, which seemed to me so
mean when I contrasted them with her brilliant and opulent existence?
Formerly, when I was a day pupil at the Bonaparte, I used to relate to
her every trifle concerning the school and my fellow pupils; but now, I
should have been ashamed to bore her with Rocquain, Gervais, Leyreloup,
and the rest. It seemed to me that she could not possibly be interested
in the story of how Joseph Dediot had been traitorously deserted by his
faithless cousin Cécile; and yet, how tragic the case was, to my mind!
Notwithstanding that two locks of hair had been exchanged, a bouquet
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