My good old Julie was waiting for me at the station. Her eyes had failed
her of late, for she was seventy years old, nevertheless she recognised
me as I stepped out of the train, and began to talk to me in her usual
interminable fashion so soon as we were seated in the hired coupé,
which my aunt had sent to meet me whenever I came to Compiègne, from
the days of my earliest childhood. How well I knew the heavy old
vehicle, with its worn cushions of yellow leather, and the driver, who
had been in the service of the livery stable keeper as long as I could
remember. He was a little man with a merry roguish face, and eyes
twinkling with fun; but he tried to give a melancholy tone to his
salutation that morning.
"It took her yesterday," said Julie, while the vehicle rumbled heavily
through the streets, "but you see it had to happen. Our poor demoiselle
had been changing for weeks past. She was so trustful, so gentle, so
just; she scolded, she ferreted about, she suspected--there, then, her
head was all astray. She talked of nothing but thieves and assassins;
she thought everybody wanted to do her some harm, the tradespeople,
Jean, Mariette, myself--yes, I too. She went into the cellar every day
to count the bottles of wine, and wrote the number down on a paper. The
next day she found the same number, and she would maintain the paper was
not the same, she disowned her own handwriting. I wanted to tell you
this the last time you came here, but I did not venture to say anything;
I was afraid it would worry you, and then I thought these were only
freaks, that she was a little crazy, and it would pass off. Well, then,
I came down yesterday to keep her company at her dinner, as she always
liked me to do, because, you know, she was fond of me in reality,
whether she was ill or well. I could not find her. Mariette, Jean, and I
searched everywhere, and at last Jean bethought him of letting the dog
loose; the animal brought us straight to the wood-stack, and there we
found her lying at full length upon the ground. No doubt she had gone to
the stack to count the logs. We lifted her up, our poor dear demoiselle!
Her mouth was crooked, and one side of her could not move. She began to
talk. Then we thought she was mad, for she said senseless words which we
could not understand; but the doctor assures us that she is perfectly
clear in her head, only that she utters one word when she means another.
She gets angry if we do not obey her on the instant. Last night when I
was sitting up with her she asked for some pins, I brought them and she
was angry. Would you believe that it was the time of night she wanted to
know? At length, by dint of questioning her, and by her yeses and noes,
which she expresses with her sound hand, I have come to make out her
meaning. If you only knew how troubled she was all night about you; I
saw it, and when I uttered your name her eyes brightened. She repeats
words, you would think she raves; she calls for you. Now look here, M.
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