The rows of faces along the room were some of them indifferent, some
looking on carelessly, others were bent down again over their books,
but each one lighted up with unmixed pleasure when Master Caleb said in
a hoarse voice, 'The school is dismissed, children.'
And the schoolmaster was gone. For many days afterwards, Mrs. Janet sat
in her brother's place. The school was quieter than usual. The boldest
hearts quailed a little before the upright figure at Master Caleb's
desk. No one looked up or whispered, without feeling the quick eyes
upon them, or saw with entire composure the hand that often strayed
towards the tawse, that lay at her right hand. Many were the low-spoken
lamentations over Master Caleb's absence; hearty the wishes for his
speedy return among us.
But I believe he had forgotten all about the school, forgotten
everything outside the quiet house in which his old friend lay dying.
Very quiet it was, and silent. The rooms had fallen back into their old
order. All token of preparation for a journey had vanished; none such
was needed for the solemn journey on which the master of the house was
bound.
He had been busy and earnest about the arrangements to the last.
Dorothy told how constantly his thoughts dwelt on the future, and how
he would spare himself no exertion in his restless longing to be gone,
and at work in the new sphere. He was always hopeful and eager, and
could not bear her to notice how tired and over-taxed he looked at
times.
On the last evening, as he sat alone in his easy chair, he seemed to
be trying to put words and sentences together, and repeating them half
aloud. Dorothy did not dare to vex him by interrupting him. As she
stood out of sight behind him, she heard, with a vague feeling of fear
and sadness, that he was preparing the first lecture he meant to give
when he got to Scotland.
The words did not come easily. He sighed and appeared perplexed,
pressing his hand wearily upon his forehead, and once after a pause
she heard him say, 'for Dolly's sake,' and patiently begin the broken
sentence over again.
Then she could not keep silence any longer, but came round and leant
over his chair to speak to him. He looked up at her wistfully for
a moment or two, and held her hand. 'Dolly,' he said at last, in a
whisper, 'What is it? am I too old?'
She only said 'Father.' She gathered him in her arms, and held him
nearer and nearer to her; she drew his head down upon her shoulder.
What they thought of, those two, as they rested there heart to heart,
while the twilight sank down over them, will never be known to any but
themselves and God.
Later in the evening, when it was quite dark, she left him to get
lights and to make him a cup of tea. She was away but very few minutes.
When she came into the room again he had sunk back in his chair, and
his head had fallen on one side.
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