There was never any hope, though after a day or two he seemed to be
getting better. His mind was quite clear, he knew everybody, but was
too weak for many words.
Only one thing, they said, was strange. He had entirely forgotten all
that happened just before his illness. The hopes that were so keen, the
cares that weighed so heavily, he never referred to again. Not a single
fear for Dorothy ruffled the serenity of his thoughts.
He smiled at her, smoothed her hair feebly as she knelt beside his bed,
and sometimes kissed the little hand that ministered to his wants.
But the untroubled look was very strange to those who had watched of
late the gallant struggle with his failing powers that he had fought
through for her sake. Now he was leaving her alone, and he did not even
remember it.
'It is such a blessing, such a mercy,' Dorothy said, twisting her hands
tightly together, her only sign of emotion. She looked calm, but there
was no room for any thought beyond the moment itself--her father's
hourly need of her, his sleep, his waking, the words of peace with
which she tried to drive away the cloud that sometimes darkened over
him, like a shadow thrown back from the days of his long life. 'So many
years,' he used to say sadly, 'so many, many years.'
Once only I was allowed to go into his room. Dorothy had been called
away, and she bade me stand by the door ready to go for her the instant
she was wanted.
Like a picture I can recall the scene now. The darkened room--orderly
and quiet--the narrow bed against the wall, on which the Professor
lay--beside it the figure of Master Caleb bending forwards with a heavy
book open upon his knees, the only book that was near at hand now--all
the others had been taken away.
He said the world's learning was over for him, its learning and its
wisdom, and so by degrees Dorothy had moved all the books quietly away,
and left the Bible.
Master Caleb was reading to him now. The Professor had asked for some
words that, half-remembered, kept sounding in his ears, and Master
Caleb finding them, read them aloud. Sad words they seemed to be,
whose burden was vanity and vexation of spirit--weary words, that told
how all things are full of labour, and he who increaseth knowledge
increaseth sorrow--strange words to read beside one who had learned so
much, but who was going now to his long home, for the silver cord was
loosened, and the pitcher was broken at the fountain.
'And further, my son, by these be admonished,' read Master Caleb
slowly; 'of making many books there is no end, and much study is a
weariness to the flesh.'
The reader's voice sank lower and lower; the mournful words sounded
like autumn winds sighing through leafless trees. He ceased, and the
book sank upon his knees; still the sad echo, 'Vanity of vanities, all
is vanity,' went floating through the room.
The dying man sighed heavily. 'All true,' he murmured; 'the dust shall
return to the earth as it was,----'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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