The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 05, May 1891: An Illustrated Monthly — John Shaqi
The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 05, May 1891: An Illustrated MonthlyVarious
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The Strand Magazine, Vol. 01, No. 05, May 1891: An Illustrated Monthly
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English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Ted Miller had been four years in Australia. He had written to her
regularly, the whole time, as her friend; and she had written fairly
regularly to him, as his. His was the one refusal in which she had
not been a free agent; she had been but seventeen at the time. There
was love between them when they parted; there was never a word of it
in their letters. He wrote and told her all that he was doing: he was
roughing it in the wilderness; he was not making his fortune: he never
spoke of coming home. She wrote and told him--nearly all.
A pleasant fire was burning in her room. She lit the candles, and sat
down just as she was, in her very extravagant ball-dress, to read his
present letter. She felt, as always in opening a letter from Ted, that
she was going to open a window and let in a cool current of fragrant,
fresh air upon an unhealthy, heavy atmosphere; and she noticed, what
she had not noticed before, through hiding the letter before the lamp
was turned up, that its superscription was not in Ted's hand; the
bright blue stamps of New South Wales were really all she had looked
at before. She now tore open the envelope with strange misgivings; and
the letter turned out to be from the squatter's wife on Ted Miller's
station, telling how a buck-jumper had broken Ted Miller's back; and
how, before his death, which ensued in a matter of hours, he had
directed her to write to his family, and also--but separately--to "his
greatest friend."
The fire dulled down, the candles shortened, and in their light Miss
Anstruther sat in her dazzling ball-dress, her face as grey as its
satin sheen. Her rounded arms were more florid than her face. She
moaned a little to herself--she could not cry.
At last she stirred herself. Her limbs were stiff. As she crossed the
room, she saw herself from head to foot in her pier-glass--with all
her grace of form and motion dead and stiff within her dress. She saw
herself thus, but at the time with senseless eyes; the sight first came
back to her when she next used that mirror. She was going to a certain
drawer; she unlocked it, and drew it out bodily; she carried it to the
table where the candles were slowly burning down. The drawer was filled
with Miller's letters.
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