Spurred by these thoughts and feelings his dullness fled; his
imagination was again volatile; his tongue was once more caustic. He was
again seen in the beer cellars, arguing, jesting, making sport in his
whimsical manner. The students again gathered around him and goaded him
on to saying bitter things about their professors, their pedantic
colleagues, the Prussian officials. He had the gift of caricature in
words. He became his old self again. He was the very life of all student
affairs, and at their frequent duels he was either a second or umpire.
He was a Byron with a vengeance. He once more took up fencing and fought
a duel or two.
Ah! they should see—his enemies at Berlin and Hamburg. They might call
him a Jew, but what of that? He became heroic. Race pride swelled in his
breast. He was of the race “of which Gods are kneaded”, of the race that
needed no apologies, even in his day. Who was there in Germany to take
the place of the great who had passed? The Teuton gods were dead!
Lessing was gone, so was Schiller, and Goethe, like King David in his
old age, “got no heat”; this old Jupiter was no more hurling
thunderbolts; his arm was even too feeble to fling pebbles. Who were to
take the places of these gods? A number of _Schmetterlinge_—mere
butterflies—waving their colorful wings in the sunshine and hovering
around the blossoming shrubs, with an old bumble bee here and there,
without sting, without honey, buzzing around a rosebush. Yes, who were
to take the place of the dead heroes? Who was to take Goethe’s place?
His blood warmed at the thought. The mantle of this great bard must fall
on his own shoulders. Nay more, he would undo many of the things the
great Romanticist had done. He would be to his generation what Goethe
had been to his. Indeed, he would even go farther than Goethe. Goethe
was self-centered, content with his own pleasure, playing with the
beautiful thoughts as a juggler plays with balls, but he would give his
life and genius to Germany. Goethe never loved the Germans, he mused,
but he would liberate the Teutonic mind from its self-imposed
imprisonment. Ay, indeed, he would wield a weapon mightier than the
sword in the cause of liberty! Let his enemies rave——
But with Albert Zorn there was even less than a step from the sublime to
the ridiculous. The next moment he laughed at his own heroics. He
understood the heroics of those that smarted under the whips of
injustice. The irony of his own situation struck him forcibly. He was
humorous and great enough to laugh at himself. Did he not feel a secret
pride when his admirers told him that there was not a trace of the
Semite in his face; that his nose, though longish, was Grecian? No,
Albert could not deceive himself. He saw the tragi-comedy of it all. To
be heroic in one’s thoughts was one thing and to be heroic in one’s
actions quite a different matter.
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