His mind was occupied with other thoughts. He was aloof and alone. He
never had many friends but always had at least one devoted comrade, who
accompanied him on his rambles through the woods on the outskirts of the
city or lay with him outstretched on the grassy bank of the Rhine and
listened to his exuberant speeches. Christian Lutz was still his trusted
friend. Christian was to Albert what Jonathan was to that poetical
shepherd boy, David. Perhaps the Psalmist’s love for the son of King
Saul was likewise strengthened by the latter’s willingness to listen.
Albert poured into Christian’s ears all his secret hopes and tormenting
despair. Not infrequently the hopes and despair came almost at once. In
the midst of an outpouring of his poetic fervor despair would seize him.
One day he read a glowing account of Byron in a German periodical. The
author of “Childe Harold’s Pilgrimage” was only in the early twenties
and he, Albert, was already sixteen and had done nothing! Consumed with
burning envy he tossed on the grass in utter misery, tears rolling down
his pale cheeks. He called himself a vain coxcomb, a braggart without a
spark of talent. But presently his loyal friend began to contradict his
self-accusations. Christian reminded him of the drama in verse he was
planning, and after all one was not so very old at sixteen. Albert
remained quiet for a space, listening to his friend’s comforting,
pulling blades of grass by the roots and absently tearing them into tiny
bits. And finally he burst out impetuously, “I know, Christian, I know
I’ll be a great poet—I’ll write better than Wilhelm Müller, better
than—.” Becoming conscious of his boasting he checked himself and,
producing a few sheets from his breast pocket, began to read the verses
he had penned the evening before. And Christian was such an encouraging
listener! His enthusiasm was boundless. “Albert, these verses are as
beautiful as any of Uhland’s!” he exclaimed.
Albert blushed scarlet. He had thought that himself but dared not utter
such blasphemy. For to Albert at this stage of his life, Uhland was the
highest of all high. It was as if some second rate god of antiquity
boasted of a mightiness surpassing that of Zeus.
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