A bird twittered under his window; a sparrow came hopping on his little
feet. He sighed and drew his breath painfully. He could not even hop
like the sparrow. It was years since he had walked the Boulevards, since
he had heard Paris laugh. Oh, Paris! he sighed and nodded his head
woefully. France was to him like a garden where all the beautiful
flowers of the world had been plucked to make one fine nosegay—Paris
was the nosegay. It seemed to him ages since the perfume of this nosegay
had reached his nostrils . . .
His thoughts drifted. He began to feel the ennui of his isolation. His
visitors had grown fewer and fewer and fewer. He realized that no one
cared to see one in misery. Presently his mind dwelt upon his last
glimpse of Parisian life. It seemed to him ages ago. Leaning back in his
cab he had watched the smiling grisettes in the doorways of the shops,
the coquettes on the pavement . . .
He again heaved a sigh and abruptly dismissed that pleasant memory.
There was rancor in his heart. People had called him a libertine, a Don
Juan . . . A bitter smile appeared on his bloodless lips. He a Don Juan!
He who had sung of romance and love! He frowned upon the injustice of
the world’s opinion. He could count on the fingers of one hand the
number of women he had ever loved . . .
He tossed his head, contempt on his face. He did not care what the
people were saying about him.
The next moment his wife’s laughter reached his ears. In the adjoining
room she was munching bonbons and reading a novel by Paul de Kock. He
shuddered. Ah, he should have married a woman who could understand him
. . .
He suddenly raised himself from his arm-chair, picked up his cane,
limped across the room, and was soon in the street. An overwhelming
desire to see the Boulevards again came upon him. He hailed a cab and
leaning back in the conveyance feasted his eyes upon the surging crowds
in the thoroughfares. Reaching the Madeleine he ordered the driver to
turn into Rue Royal, and then along the Tuillerie Gardens up to the
Louvre, when he ordered the coachman to halt and alighted. Half
paralyzed, half blind, leaning heavily upon his cane and dragging his
withered limbs, he proceeded to the palace of art.
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