Mrs. Zorn had been watching the progress of her son’s infatuation with
anxious, yet amused, vigilance. She had always regarded romanticism as
mere froth, easily dissipated by the strong currents of reason. When her
husband told her again and again of the repeated rumors that had reached
him she only smiled. What was the calf-love of a youth of sixteen?
Besides, though she had drifted from the creed of her forefathers, the
centuries of segregation, the self-discipline, the enforced chastity of
her people had not only subdued but almost eradicated the romantic
instinct from her heart. The Ghetto had eaten itself into the very flesh
of the Jewish woman of those days and seared her passions. Hemmed in as
if a cordon had been thrown around her, all self-expression denied, her
intense romantic love, like a rushing current dammed on one side, turned
into another course and spent itself on filial devotion, conjugal
affection, domestic tenderness. Persecution, like the fire that purifies
gold and also brings forth dross, often ennobles the soul even while it
degrades the body.
Towards the end of that winter, however, Mrs. Zorn began to realize that
something had to be done to end her son’s foolish infatuation. Albert
was neglecting his studies more than ever and had become more subject to
nervous headaches, walked too much, brooded too much, and took to
reading poetry more assiduously. She began to fear her dream of making a
banker of him might not be realized. Her husband had suggested that he
be apprenticed to a banker in Frankfort, a friend of his.
The next day she broached the subject rather abruptly. She meant to
impress upon Albert the folly of his ways.
“Albert, I have something of the gravest importance to say to you.”
She paused. She wished to prepare him for the solemn occasion. There was
no one in the house. She had purposely timed the interview so that she
could speak to him alone.
“What is it, mother?”
“I hate to speak of it, but I wonder if you appreciate at what sacrifice
your father has kept you at school—“. Whenever she wished to impress
him she always spoke of his father, never of herself. “He has denied you
nothing—has given you a good home, good clothes—while he denied
himself almost everything.”
She turned her eyes away. Albert drooped his head, tears appearing in
his eyes. Her evident sorrow pained him.
“I’ll be glad to quit school and go to work,” he said promptly. “I don’t
want to be a burden to you.”
“No, you don’t understand me, Albert. No good parents ever find their
children burdensome. These burdens are pleasures—. I wouldn’t speak of
this if you—if you—”
She faltered. She could not find fitting words to clothe her present
thoughts. She wished to reprimand him without hurting his feelings.
He threw his arms around his mother’s neck, hot tears streaming down his
cheeks.
“I’ll go to work, mother dear—I’ll learn a trade—I’ll do anything to
lighten your burdens.” He kissed her hysterically.
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