James Dadd the Ninth came at last to his own, and his unhappy mother,
crushed by years of disapproval, sank, unregretted, to the grave. And
hardly had St. Eldred’s consigned her decently to the tomb, than James
Dadd gave abundant proof of the evil spirit that all his relatives
had long suspected. He left Darnley-on-Downe. He shut up the family
house; he travelled; he began timidly to live on a scale that drove
St. Eldred’s dizzy with horrified astonishment. Thanks to his mother’s
economy, he was now extremely rich, and bit by bit began to realize the
extent of his opportunities. But, though St. Eldred’s shook its head
over him, though the Misses Adelaide and Minna Dadd refused to read
the papers any longer, for fear of finding his iniquities chronicled,
James Dadd remained the true son of his fathers. Wealth could not
make him wealthy; it takes a generation at least to make the genuine
spendthrift, to ingraft the joy and the splendour of purchasing. James
Dadd remained nervous, awkward, bourgeois in his uneasy enjoyment of
his money. Assertive one moment, he was uneasy and parsimonious the
next, always self-conscious, always troubled by the disapproval of the
only world he really knew--the world that had made him and written its
signature large across the face of his personality. Wherever he went,
he carried St. Eldred’s, and heard the mild but tremendous tones of the
Misses Adelaide and Minna Dadd among the arches of the Colosseum as in
the silences of the Desert. Sometimes he defied the voices, sometimes
he quailed before them, but escape them he never could. He was out of
his sphere; they told him so. He had cast off his own world, and could
enter no other.
Often in his travels he met other men on similar errands of pleasure,
young men and old, sons of country squires or illustrious families. In
most cases they had not a quarter of his income, but they seemed to
have the careless knack of getting more pleasure out of half a crown
than he could ever buy with a five-pound note. Poor as they might be,
generations of spending ancestors had left them the secret of spending
easily, gaily, serenely, of letting money flow unperceived between
their fingers, of securing a double return for their outlay through
their very indifference as to whether they ever got any return at
all. This was the whole distinction between himself and them. Actual
superiority of birth and breeding they had none, though their forbears
might be more prominent than his. But centuries of inconspicuousness
disqualify a man for the conspicuous position conferred by sudden
wealth, and James Dadd, for all his long pedigree, was far less fitted
for his new place in life than many a grandson of some successful
politician or lawyer, who might number, perhaps, two generations to
James Dadd’s twenty, but made up for this lack of quantity by the
eminence of the father and grandfather whose high and hard-won position
he had painlessly inherited.
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