So James Dadd, misplaced and ill at ease, passed thus through life
with occasional spasmodic attempts at the assumption of a defiant
self-complacency. He knew that he was an outcast from St. Eldred’s.
Even if he would, he could never now return to the red-brick house
of his early years. In the flesh, perhaps, he might, but his spirit
could never again be admitted within its doors, could never again be
admitted to intimacy by the spirit of St. Eldred’s. Rashly he had cut
himself off from his own people, and must henceforth face the fact.
Nor, though either diffident or vehement in the spending of his money,
could he really contemplate returning to the life of Darnley-on-Downe.
He had tasted of headier joys--tasted awkwardly, perhaps, and
incompletely, but even so the small-beer on which St. Eldred’s had
reared him must for evermore be insipid to his palate. Though now he
never heard from his brother Robert, he sympathized with his revolt,
and resolved that he, too, could never again have any part in the
life of Darnley-on-Downe. And at this point, just after the one brief
tragic flash of romance that broke into his life, he came across Lady
Kirk-Hammerton.
Lady Kirk-Hammerton was the sonless widow of a second-rate Lord
Chancellor. Devoid of wealth or breeding, she and her husband had had
recourse to blatancy to emphasize their value. Now that he was dead
she redoubled the intensity of her methods, and soon acquired that
notoriety which she considered synonymous with fame. Bereft of her
husband, there was no reason why people should ever take notice of her
again, unless her demeanour forced them to do so. Therefore she set
herself heroically to the task of making her existence conspicuous in
the eye of the world, with such success that, with the best resolve,
nobody could succeed in ignoring her. Physically and metaphorically,
she shouted her way from place to place, and her conversation blazed
no less obtrusively than her gowns. As for a foil, she felt that her
brilliancy needed none, and therefore had no reason for tolerating her
daughter’s incorrigible respectability. With the more joy, therefore,
did she fall upon James Dadd at Naples, and hurl him, not unwilling,
into the company of her undesirable offspring.
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