The obvious course would have been to address myself to my tutor, and
several times I was on the point of doing so, but on each occasion he
seemed so absorbed in the day’s exercises, that I decided to postpone
the experiment. In the end, however, I should no doubt have opened my
mind to him--had not chance intervened and sent me a more charming
informant.
I had of course not forgotten that entrancing Madonna-like woman who
was Stranahan’s tutor. Indeed, I could not easily have forgotten
her, for her exquisite features and bright eyes kept flashing before
me at all hours of the day and night; and already I felt myself as
completely subject to her spell as Dante to the spell of a Beatrice.
Under the witchery of her influence, Alma Huntley was becoming no more
than the figment of a remote and misty past--and yet I was not even
acquainted with the fair unknown, I had never exchanged more than a
formal greeting with her. I scarcely knew how to sow the seeds even for
a casual friendship, and what she was like at heart and how she would
react to my advances, were matters of pure conjecture.
But the time was to come when she would be more to me than one to be
admired at a distance. She was, in fact, to serve in a double rôle: for
not only was she to fascinate me with her companionship, but she was to
cast light upon those problems which were tantalizing me.
Although I caught glimpses of her almost every morning when she came
as Stranahan’s instructor, yet I would have had little chance to speak
with her even had I chosen, since (as I have already related) she
ordinarily arrived and left in the company of the other tutors. But one
day--perhaps because she had some particularly difficult bit of grammar
to explain--she lingered over her work much longer than usual, and was
so absorbed in it that she did not appear to notice that her fellow
teachers had left. At the moment I did not perceive that this was my
opportunity; but good fortune was to be with me, and when she emerged
from the marble doors of our home, I happened to be strolling along the
colonnade not a hundred yards away.
At first it was almost a shock to me to see her come unaccompanied
toward me--a shock in which intense pleasure was mingled with something
akin to dread. For a moment I had an impulse to hide behind one of the
great stone columns; fortunately, I thrust this foolish desire from me,
and, after a few seconds, had almost regained my composure.
As she approached, I could scarcely take my gaze from her. Upon her
face was a serene, placid expression, such as she almost always wore;
but the shadow of a smile flickered about her lips, and her great blue
eyes were withdrawn as if they saw not the world wherein she walked but
only some calm and perfect inner vision.
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