Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
When tired of listening for a call that didn’t come, I went into the
waiting-room and sat down. Again I was like all the other people doing
the same thing. Propped up by a bag on each side, I might have been
waiting for a train to any of the suburbs. I might have had a family
expecting me to supper. The obvious reflection came to me. To all
whose glances happened to fall on me I was no more than an unstoried
human spot; and yet behind me was a history that would have startled any
one of them. So they were unstoried human spots to me; and yet behind
each of them there lay a drama of which I could read no more than I
could see of the world of light beyond the speck I called a star. Was
there a Providence for me, or them, or any other strayed, homeless dog?
As I glanced at the faces before me, faces of tired women, faces of
despondent men, young faces hardened, old faces stupefied, all faces
stamped with the age-long soddenness of man, I asked if anywhere in the
universe love could be holding up the lamps to them.
Like millions of others who have asked this question, I felt that I had
my trouble for my pains; but I got another inspiration. As it was now
the middle of the afternoon, the folly of expecting help from the inner
voice became apparent. I must resort to some other expedient, and the
new suggestion was a simple one.
Checking my bags in the parcel-office, I made for the nearest great
hotel. The hall with its colossal furnishings was familiar from the
moment of my entry. The same ever so slightly overdressed ladies might
have been mincing up and down as on the occasion of my last visit there;
the same knots of men might have begun to gather; the same orchestra
might have been jigging the same tunes; if only the same men were at the
office desk I might find my ingenuity rewarded.
"I wonder if there are any letters for me here? I’m not staying in the
house; but I thought—"
"Name?"
No one said, as I hoped, "I’ll see, Mr. Smith," or, "I’ll find out, Mr.
Jones," as often happens when a man has been a well-known guest.
Nevertheless, it was a spot where strangers from other places
congregated, and I knew that in the lobbies of hotels one often met old
friends. I might meet one of mine. Better still, one of mine might
meet me. At any minute I might feel a clap on the shoulder, while some
one shouted, "Hello, old Brown!" or, "Why, here’s Billy Robinson!
What’ll we have to drink?" These had been familiar salutations and
might become so again.
So I walked up and down. I was sorry I had neither stick nor gloves,
but promised to supply the lack at once. In the mean time I could
thrust my hands into my pockets and look like a gentleman at ease
because he is at home. Having enjoyed this sport for an hour or more, I
went out to make my purchases.
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