Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Fortified with these, I repeated my comedy in another hotel, and
presently in a third. In each I began with the same formula of asking
for letters; and in each I got the same response, "Name?" In each I
receded with a polite, "Never mind. I don’t think there can be any,
after all." In each I paraded up and down and in and out, courting the
glances of head waiters, bell-hops, and lift-men, always in the hope of
a recognition and a "How do, Mr. So-and-so?" that never came.
But by six o’clock the game had played itself out for the day and I was
not only tired, but depressed. I was not discouraged, for the reason
that New York was full of big hotels, and I meant to begin my tramp on
the morrow. There were clubs, too, into which on one pretext or another
I could force my way, and there were also the great thoroughfares. Some
hundreds of people in New York at that moment would probably have
recognized me at a glance—if I could only come face to face with them.
All my efforts for the next few weeks must be bent on doing that.
But in the mean time I was tired and lonely. There were two or three
things I might do, each of which I had promised to myself with some
anticipation. I could go to a good restaurant and order a good feed; I
could go to a good hotel and sleep in a good bed; I could buy the
evening papers and find out what kind of world I was living in.
As to carrying out this program, I had but one prudential misgiving. It
might cost more money than it would be wise for me to spend. My visit
to the purveyor of clothing in the afternoon had not only lightened my
purse, but considerably opened my eyes. Where I had had nearly four
hundred dollars I had now nearly three. With very slight extravagance,
according to the standards of New York, it would come down to nearly two
and then to nearly one, and then to ... But I shuddered at that, and
stopped thinking.
Having stopped thinking along one set of lines, I presently found myself
off on another. I saw Harry Drinkwater sitting in the dark as I was
sitting in the hall of a hotel. That is, he was idle and I was idle.
He was eating his heart out as I was eating out mine.
It occurred to me that I might go back to Thirty-fifth Street and take
him out to dinner. Alfonso, recommended by Miss Blair, might be no more
successful as a host than the lady with tresses _à la madone_ who had
given me my lunch; but we could try. At any rate, the boy wouldn’t be
alone on this first evening in New York, and would feel that some one
cared for him.
And then something else in me revolted. No! No! A thousand times no!
I had cut loose from these people and should stay loose. On saying
good-by to Drinkwater that morning I had disappeared without a trace.
For any one who tried to follow me now I should be the needle in a
haystack. What good could come of my going back of my own accord and
putting myself on a level to which I did not belong?
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