The whole thing did not strike me as grotesque, but as infinitely
pathetic and even beautiful. Here were these old pitiful creatures, so
deeply afflicted, condemned most of them to a lifelong seclusion, who
were recalling and living over again their childish sports and
delights. What dim memories of old spring days, before their sad
disabilities had settled upon them, were working in those aged and
feeble brains! What pleased me best was the obvious and light-hearted
happiness of the whole party, a compensation for days of starved
monotony. No party of school-children on a holiday could have been
more thoughtlessly, more intently gay. Here was a desolate company,
one would have thought, of life's failures, facing one of the saddest
and least hopeful prospects that the world can afford; yet on this day
at least they were full to the brim of irresponsible and complete
happiness and delight, tasting an enjoyment, it seemed, more vivid than
often falls to my own lot. In the presence of such happiness it seemed
so useless, so unnecessary to ask why so heavy a burden was bound on
their backs, because here at all events was a scene of the purest and
most innocent rapture. I went on my way full of wonder and even of
hope. I could not fathom the deep mystery of the failure, the
suffering, the weakness that runs across the world like an ugly crack
across the face of a fair building. But then how tenderly and wisely
does the great Artificer lend consolation and healing, repairing and
filling so far as he may, the sad fracture; he seems to know better
than we can divine the things that belong to our peace; so that as I
looked across the purple rolling plain, with all its wooded ridges, its
rich pastures, the smoke going up from a hundred hamlets, a confidence,
a quiet trust seemed to rise in my mind, filling me with a strange
yearning to know what were the thoughts of the vast Mind that makes us
and sustains us, mingled with a faith in some large and far-off issue
that shall receive and enfold our little fretful spirits, as the sea
receives the troubled leaping streams, to move in slow unison with the
wide and secret tides.
XVI
The Cripple
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