I went to-day to see an old friend whom I had not met for ten years.
Some time ago he had a bad fall which for a time crippled him, but from
which it was hoped he would recover; but he must have received some
obscure and deep-seated injury, because after improving for a time, he
began to go backwards, and has now to a great extent lost the use of
his limbs. He was formerly a very active man, both intellectually and
physically. He had a prosperous business in the country town on the
outskirts of which he lives. He was one of those tall spare men,
black-haired and black-eyed, capable of bearing great fatigue, full to
the brim of vitality. He was a great reader, fond of music and art;
married to a no less cultivated and active wife, but childless. There
never was a man who had a keener enjoyment of existence in all its
aspects. It used to be a marvel to me to see at how many points a man
could touch life, and the almost child-like zest which he threw into
everything which he did.
On arriving at the house, a pleasant old-fashioned place with a big
shady garden, I was shown into a large book-lined study, and there
presently crept and tottered into the room, leaning on two sticks, a
figure which I can only say in no respect recalled to me the
recollection of my friend. He was bent and wasted, his hair was white;
and there was that sunken look about the temples, that tracery of lines
about the eyes that tells of constant suffering. But the voice was
unaltered, full, resonant, and distinct as ever. He sat down and was
silent for a moment. I think that the motion even from one room into
another caused him great pain. Then he began to talk; first he told me
of the accident, and his journeys in search of health. "But the
comfort is," he added, "that the doctors have now decided that they can
do no more for me, and I need leave home no more." He told me that he
still went to his business every day--and I found that it was
prospering greatly--and that though he could not drive, he could get
out in a wheeled chair; he said nothing of his sufferings, and
presently began to talk of books and politics. Gradually I realised
that I was in the company of a thoroughly cheerful man. It was not the
cheerfulness that comes of effort, of a determined attempt to be
interested in old pursuits, but the abundant and overflowing
cheerfulness of a man who has still a firm grasp on life. He argued,
he discussed with the same eager liveliness; and his laugh had the
careless and good-humoured ring of a man whose mind was entirely
content.
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