The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1 — John Shaqi
The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1Zola, Émile
Religion
The Three Cities Trilogy: Lourdes, Volume 1
Zola, Émile
Catholics -- Fiction; Christian pilgrims and pilgrimages -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; Lourdes (France) -- Fiction
He could still see the poor woman in the little church of Neuilly,
which she herself had selected, the church where the funeral service
for his father had been celebrated; he saw her on that cold November
morning, kneeling almost alone in the dark little chapel, her hands
hiding her face as she continued weeping whilst he raised the Host. It
was there that she had tasted her last happiness, for she led a sad and
lonely life, no longer seeing her elder son, who had gone away, swayed
by other ideas than her own, bent on breaking off all family
intercourse since his brother intended to enter the Church. It was said
that Guillaume, a chemist of great talent, like his father, but at the
same time a Bohemian, addicted to revolutionary dreams, was living in a
little house in the suburbs, where he devoted himself to the dangerous
study of explosive substances; and folks added that he was living with
a woman who had come no one knew whence. This it was which had severed
the last tie between himself and his mother, all piety and propriety.
For three years Pierre had not once seen Guillaume, whom in his
childhood he had worshipped as a kind, merry, and fatherly big brother.
But there came an awful pang to his heart—he once more beheld his
mother lying dead. This again was a thunderbolt, an illness of scarce
three days’ duration, a sudden passing away, as in the case of Madame
de Guersaint. One evening, after a wild hunt for the doctor, he had
found her motionless and quite white. She had died during his absence;
and his lips had ever retained the icy thrill of the last kiss that he
had given her. Of everything else—the vigil, the preparations, the
funeral—he remembered nothing. All that had become lost in the black
night of his stupor and grief, grief so extreme that he had almost died
of it—seized with shivering on his return from the cemetery, struck
down by a fever which during three weeks had kept him delirious,
hovering between life and death. His brother had come and nursed him
and had then attended to pecuniary matters, dividing the little
inheritance, leaving him the house and a modest income and taking his
own share in money. And as soon as Guillaume had found him out of
danger he had gone off again, once more vanishing into the unknown. But
then through what a long convalescence he, Pierre, had passed, buried
as it were in that deserted house. He had done nothing to detain
Guillaume, for he realised that there was an abyss between them. At
first the solitude had brought him suffering, but afterwards it had
grown very pleasant, whether in the deep silence of the rooms which the
rare noises of the street did not disturb, or under the screening,
shady foliage of the little garden, where he could spend whole days
without seeing a soul. His favourite place of refuge, however, was the
old laboratory, his father’s cabinet, which his mother for twenty years
had kept carefully locked up, as though to immure within it all the
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