Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Linda was now quite beside herself. She knew that decorum required that
she should say something stiff and stately to repress such language, but
if all her future character for propriety had depended on it, she
could not bring herself to say a word. She knew that Gertrude, when so
addressed, would have maintained her dignity, and have concealed her
secret, even if she allowed herself to have a secret to conceal. She
knew that it behoved her to be repellent and antagonistic to the first
vows of a first lover. But, alas! she had no power of antagonism, no
energy for repulse left in her. Her knees seemed to be weak beneath her,
and all she could do was to pluck to pieces the few flowers that she
carried at her waist.
Alaric saw his advantage, but was too generous to push it closely; nor
indeed did he choose to commit himself to all the assured intentions of
a positive declaration. He wished to raise an interest in Linda's heart,
and having done so, to leave the matter to chance. Something, however,
it was necessary that he should say. He walked a while by her in
silence, decapitating the ferns, and then coming close to her, he said--
'Linda, dear Linda! you are not angry with me?' Linda, however, answered
nothing. 'Linda, dearest Linda! speak one word to me.'
'Don't!' said Linda through her tears. 'Pray don't, Alaric; pray don't.'
'Well, Linda, I will not say another word to you now. Let us walk
gently; we shall catch them up quite in time before they leave the
park.'
And so they sauntered on, exchanging no further words. Linda by degrees
recovered her calmness, and as she did so, she found herself to be, oh!
so happy. She had never, never envied Gertrude her lover; but it was so
sweet, so very sweet, to be able to share her sister's happiness.
And Alaric, was he also happy? At the moment he doubtless enjoyed the
triumph of his success. But still he had a feeling of sad care at his
heart. How was he to marry a girl without a shilling? Were all his high
hopes, was all his soaring ambition, to be thrown over for a dream of
love?
Ah! Mrs. Woodward, my friend, my friend, thou who wouldst have fed thy
young ones, like the pelican, with blood from thine own breast, had such
feeding been of avail; thou who art the kindest of mothers; has it been
well for thee to subject to such perils this poor weak young dove of
thine?
Uncle Bat had become tired with his walk, and crawled home so slowly
that Alaric and Linda caught the party just as they reached the small
wicket which leads out of the park on the side nearest to Hampton.
Nothing was said or thought of their absence, and they all entered the
house together. Four of them, however, were conscious that that Sunday's
walk beneath the chestnuts of Bushey Park would long be remembered.
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