Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Nothing else occurred to make the day memorable. In the evening, after
dinner, Mrs. Woodward and her daughters went to church, leaving her
younger guests to entertain the elder one. The elder one soon took the
matter in his own hand by going to sleep; and Harry and Alaric being
thus at liberty, sauntered out down the river side. They both made a
forced attempt at good-humour, each speaking cheerily to the other; but
there was no confidence between them as there had been on that morning
when Harry rowed his friend up to London. Ah me! what had occurred
between them to break the bonds of their mutual trust--to quench the
ardour of their firm friendship? But so it was between them now. It was
fated that they never again should place full confidence in each other.
There was no such breach between the sisters, at least not as yet; but
even between them there was no free and full interchange of their
hopes and fears. Gertrude and Linda shared the same room, and were
accustomed--as what girls are not?--to talk half through the night of
all their wishes, thoughts, and feelings. And Gertrude was generally
prone enough to talk of Harry Norman. Sometimes she would say she loved
him a little, just a little; at others she would declare that she loved
him not at all--that is, not as heroines love in novels, not as she
thought she could love, and would do, should it ever be her lot to be
wooed by such a lover as her young fancy pictured to her. Then she
would describe her beau idéal, and the description certainly gave no
counterpart of Harry Norman. To tell the truth, however, Gertrude was as
yet heart whole; and when she talked of love and Harry Norman, she did
not know what love was.
On this special Sunday evening she was disinclined to speak of him at
all. Not that she loved him more than usual, but that she was beginning
to think that she could not ever really love him at all. She had taught
herself to think that he might probably be her husband, and had hitherto
felt no such repugnance to her destiny as caused her to shun the
subject. But now she was beginning to think of the matter seriously; and
as she did so, she felt that life might have for her a lot more blessed
than that of sharing the world with her cousin Harry.
When, therefore, Linda began to question her about her lover, and to
make little hints of her desire to tell what Alaric had said of her and
Norman, Gertrude gave her no encouragement. She would speak of Captain
Cuttwater, of Katie's lessons, of the new dress they were to make for
their mother, of Mr. Everscreech's long sermon, of anything in fact but
of Harry Norman.
Now this was very hard on poor Linda. Her heart was bursting within her
to tell her sister that she also was beloved; but she could not do so
without some little encouragement.
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