At the moment, being somewhat disillusionized in both respects, I
decided to tear myself away from this twofold preoccupation and to
leave my uncle to his inventions and Bérangère to her sullen mood.
I had not much difficulty in carrying out my resolve in so far as Noël
Dorgeroux was concerned. We had a long succession of wet days. The
rain kept him to his room or his laboratories; and the pictures on the
screen faded from my mind like diabolical visions which the brain
refuses to accept. I did not wish to think of them; and I thought of
them hardly at all.
But Bérangère's charm pervaded me, notwithstanding the good faith in
which I waged this daily battle. Unaccustomed to the snares of love, I
fell an easy prey, incapable of defence. Bérangère's voice, her laugh,
her silence, her day-dreams, her way of holding herself, the fragrance
of her personality, the colour of her hair served me as so many
excuses for exaltation, rejoicing, suffering or despair. Through the
breach now opened in my professorial soul, which hitherto had known
few joys save those of study, came surging all the feelings that make
up the delights and also the pangs of love, all the emotions of
longing, hatred, fondness, fear, hope . . . and jealousy.
It was one bright and peaceful morning, as I was strolling in the
Meudon woods, that I caught sight of Bérangère in the company of a
man. They were standing at a corner where two roads met and were
talking with some vivacity. The man faced me. I saw a type of what
would be described as a coxcomb, with regular features, a dark,
fan-shaped beard and a broad smile which displayed his teeth. He wore
a double eye-glass.
Bérangère heard the sound of my footsteps, as I approached, and turned
round. Her attitude denoted hesitation and confusion. But she at once
pointed down one of the two roads, as though giving a direction. The
fellow raised his hat and walked away. Bérangère joined me and,
without much restraint, explained:
"It was somebody asking his way."
"But you know him, Bérangère?" I objected.
"I never saw him before in my life," she declared.
"Oh, come, come! Why, from the manner you were speaking to him . . .
Look here, Bérangère, will you take your oath on it?"
She started:
"What do you mean? Why should I take an oath to you? I am not
accountable to you for my actions."
"In that case, why did you tell me that he was enquiring his way of
you? I asked you no question."
"I do as I please," she replied, curtly.
Nevertheless, when we reached the Lodge, she thought better of it and
said:
"After all, if it gives you any pleasure, I can swear that I was
seeing that gentleman for the first time and that I had never heard of
him. I don't even know his name."
We parted.
"One word more," I said. "Did you notice that the man wore glasses?"
"So he did!" she said, with some surprise. "Well, what does that
prove?"
"Remember, your uncle found a spectacle-lens in front of the wall in
the Yard."
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