"Because you're not speaking the truth; you're lying--in the face of
Love. You see plainly that if you and I wait till we can marry, we shall
wait for ever. Our only chance is to take matters into our own hands,
and let circumstances and opportunities be damned. You make out that
you're denying Love for its own good--that's another lie. 'Wait,' you
say, because you're afraid. Why, what have we been doing all these years
but 'wait'?--wait, wait; wait till our hearts are sick and our hopes are
dust. If we wait any longer our love will die--and then will you find
much comfort in the thought that we have 'waited'?"
"But there's the boys, Quentin."
An oath burst from young Lowe.
"The boys! the boys!--that's your war-cry, Janey. I'm nearly sick of it
now. And how appropriate!--your brothers are such models of good
behaviour, ain't they?"
"Don't, Quentin--it's for that very reason...."
"Yes," he said bitterly, "I remember how your reasons go--the boys have
their secrets, so you must be without one; the boys have made a pretty
general hash of law and order, so you must be a kind of Sunday-school
ma'am. Really, Janet!"
"You don't understand what it is to live with people who think you ever
so much better than you really are--you have to keep it up somehow."
"But surely you don't think you'll be committing a crime by giving our
love a chance. You can't be such a prude as to stickle for a ceremony--a
few lines scribbled, a few words muttered."
"It wouldn't be so bad if that were all. But it's no good trying to
prove that you're simply offering me marriage with the ceremony left
out. In some cases that might be true, but not in ours. You can't give
the name of marriage to a few hurried meetings, all secrecy and lies.
Things are bad enough as they are, without adding--that mockery."
Quentin sighed.
"You're an extraordinary woman, Janey; you breathe the pure spirit of
recklessness and paganism--and then suddenly you give vent to feelings
that would become Hesba Stretton. You're a moralist at bottom--every
woman is. There's no use looking for the Greek in a woman--they're all
Semitic at heart, every one of 'em. You'll begin to quote the Ten
Commandments in a minute."
Janey said nothing, and for some time they did not move. The wind rushed
up to the farmhouse, blustered round it, and sighed away. The sunshine
began to slant on the woods, tarnishing their western rims.
Then suddenly the kettle began to sing. They both lifted their heads as
they heard it--it reminded them of the meal they were to have together.
"Janey, will you make tea?"
She stood up quickly as his arms fell from her waist. This sudden, most
domestic, diversion was a relief. She began to prepare the meal, and he
crouched by the fire and watched her.
"You shall pour out tea, love--then we'll do things in the grand style,
and smash the tea-pot."
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