He put up a hand and felt his chin. "No, I shaved yesterday," he
said, and laughed. "I've been too busy to-day."
That reassured her. The laugh at least was like Guy, brief though
it was. "Horrid boy!" she said. "Well, help me collect my things.
We'll talk afterwards."
He helped her. He went into the carriage she had just left and
pulled out all her belongings. These he dumped on the platform and
told her to wait while he collected the rest.
She stood obediently in the turmoil of Britons, Boers, and Kaffirs,
that surged around. She felt bewildered, strung up, unlike
herself. It was a land of strangers, indeed, and she felt forlorn
and rather frightened. Why had Guy looked at her so oddly? Why
had his welcome been so cold? Could it be--could it be--that he
was not pleased to see her, that--that--possibly he did not want
her? The dreadful chill went through her again like a sword
thrusting at her heart, and with it went old Jeffcott's warning
words: "Do you ever ask yourself what sort of man he may be after
five years? I'll warrant he's lived every minute of it. He's the
sort that would."
She had felt no doubt then, nor ever since, until this moment. And
now--now it came upon her and overwhelmed her. She glanced about
her, almost as one seeking escape.
"I've fixed everything up. Come along to the railway hotel! You
must be pretty tired." He had returned to her, and he stood looking
at her with those strangely keen eyes, almost as if he had never
seen her before, she thought to herself desolately.
She looked bade at him with unconscious appeal in her own. "I am
tired," she said, and was aware of a sudden difficulty in speaking.
"Is it far?"
"No," he said; "only a step."
He gathered up her hand-baggage and led the way, making a path for
her through the throng.
She scarcely noticed where she went, so completely did he fill her
mind. He had changed enormously, developed in a fashion that she
had never deemed possible. He walked with a free swing, and
carried himself as one who counted. He had the look of one
accustomed to command. She seemed to read prosperity in every
line. But was he prosperous? If so, why had he not sent for her
long ago?
They reached the hotel. He led the way without pause straight to a
small private room where a table had been prepared for a meal.
"Sit down!" he said. "Take off your things! You must be starved."
He rang the bell and gave an order while she mutely obeyed. All
her confidence was gone. She had begun to tremble. The wonder
crossed her mind if perhaps she, too, had altered, grown beyond all
his previous conception of her. Possibly she was as much a
stranger to him as he to her. Was that why he had looked at her
with that oddly critical expression? Was that why he did not now
take her in his arms?
Impulsively she took off her hat and turned round to him.
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