He was looking at her still, and again that awful sense of doubt
mastered and possessed her. A great barrier seemed to have sprung
up between them. He was formidable, actually formidable. The Guy
of old days, impetuous, hot-tempered even, had never been that.
She stood before him, controlling her rising agitation with a great
effort. "Why do you look at me like that?" she said. "I feel--you
make me feel--as if--you are a total stranger!"
His face changed a little, but still she could not read his look.
"Sit down!" he said. "We must have a talk."
She put out her hand to him. The aloofness of his speech cut her
with an anguish intolerable. "What has happened?" she said.
"Quick! Tell me! Don't you want to--marry me?"
He took her hand. She saw that in some fashion he was moved,
though still she could not understand. "I'm trying to tell you,"
he said; "but--to be honest--you've hit me in the wind, and I don't
know how. I think you have forgotten in all these years what Guy
was like."
She gazed at him blankly. Again Jeffcott's words were running in
her mind. And something--something hidden behind them--arose up
like a menace and terrified her.
"I haven't forgotten," she whispered voicelessly. "I couldn't
forget. But go on! Don't--don't mind telling me!"
She was white to the lips. All the blood in her body seemed
concentrated at her heart. It was beating in heavy, sickening
throbs like the labouring of some clogged machinery.
He put his free hand on her shoulder with an abrupt movement that
made him for the moment oddly familiar. "It's a damned shame," he
said, and though his voice was low he spoke with feeling. "Look
here, child! This is no fault of mine. I never thought you could
make this mistake, never dreamed of such a possibility. I'm not
Guy at all. I am Burke Ranger--his cousin. And let me tell you at
once, we are not much alike now--whatever we have been in the past.
Here, don't faint! Sit down!"
He shifted his hand from her shoulder to her elbow, and supported
her to a chair. But she remained upon her feet, her white face
upraised, gazing at him--gazing at him.
"Not Guy! Not Guy!" She said it over and over as if to convince
herself. Then: "But where is Guy?" She clutched at his arm
desperately, for all her world was shaking. "Are you going to tell
me he is--dead?"
"No." Burke Ranger spoke with steady eyes looking straight into
hers. "He is not."
"Then why--then why--" She could get no further. She stopped,
gasping. His face swam blurred before her quivering vision,--Guy's
face, yet with an inexplicable something in it that was not Guy.
"Sit down!" he said again, and put her with quiet insistence into
the chair. "Wait till you have had something to eat! Then we'll
have a talk and decide what had better be done."
She was shivering from head to foot, but she faced him still. "I
can't eat," she said through white lips. "I can't do anything
till--till I know--all there is to know."
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