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"What's happened to you?" demanded Charlotte shrewdly, when the two
girls were shut into the privacy of Sheila's little white bedroom, a
room that resembled the despised white muslin and blue sash which had
been discarded for Charlotte's furbelows. "I know _something's_
happened to you. You're--different. Did somebody make love to you?"
"Goodness, no!" denied Sheila in a horrified tone, and the alarmed
young blood rose in a slow, rich tide over her neck and face and
temples.
"Oh, you needn't be so shocked. Somebody will some day!" And
Charlotte laughed lightly out of her own precocious experience.
Of the two girls, Sheila was the one to be loved, but Charlotte was the
one to be made love to--if the love-making were only the pastime of the
hour. Charlotte was clever and daring and cold, and could take care of
herself. She knew, even at sixteen, all the rules of the game: when to
advance, when to retreat, and, most important of all, when to laugh.
But Sheila would never be able to laugh at love or love's counterpart.
"Somebody _will_ make love to you some day!" repeated Charlotte
teasingly.
"Well, nobody has yet!" Sheila assured her crossly. "And what's more,
I hope nobody will! _That_ isn't what I want!"
"What do you want?" asked Charlotte curiously, detecting the underlying
earnestness of the words. But she received no response, and so, bent
upon an interesting topic, she harked back to Sheila's flight from the
party: "If nobody made love to you, why did you run away? Did your
conscience hurt you, Sheila?"
"Yes," admitted Sheila, "that was what made me come home. But I stayed
home because of something else."
"What?"
Sheila groped for the language of Mrs. Caldwell's lesson: "Because I--I
didn't want to be pretty in somebody else's clothes. I was happy for a
little while, but it didn't last. You see, I'd borrowed that--the
happiness--along with the frock. And of course I couldn't keep it. I
just want what belongs to me after this, Charlotte. It isn't fair to
take anything else--and it isn't any use either."
Charlotte stared at her with puzzled eyes. "You _are_ queer," she
remarked reflectively. "You _are_ queer, Sheila. Theodore Kent always
said so, and he was right. I wonder what he'll think of you when he
gets back from college."
But Sheila, who had blushed painfully at the suggestion of a lover who
did not exist, heard Ted's name without a flush or a tremor; and in
despair of any conversation about dress or beaux, the guest presently
took her departure.
A few days later Charlotte went back to her city school for further
"finishing," though she had already been sharpened and polished to a
bewildering edge and brilliancy. And left to herself, Sheila resumed
her unsophisticated, girlish life.
"We aren't going to have any young ladies at our house after all,
Peter," Mrs. Caldwell announced triumphantly over her teacup one
afternoon.
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