Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
Mrs. Caldwell's voice rose, grave and rich with the harmonies of life,
through the peaceful room, and Sheila quivered responsively in the
circle of her arms. To the young girl, womanhood, that only yesterday
had been so far away, now seemed to be drawing thrillingly near with
all its attendant mysteries. And in her next question she took a step
to meet it:
"Grandmother, what is it?--the thing that will be mine?"
"Dear, how can I tell? It isn't the same for us all. For one woman it
is love; for another it is work; for some it is, blessedly, both work
and love. For me--now--it is _you_! How can I tell what it will be
for my little girl?"
"I want it!" whispered Sheila. "I want it!"
"You must wait for it, dear. You must wait for it to come to you. You
can't hurry life."
"But can't I do _anything_?"
"You can be good, and you can be beautiful, so that you'll be ready for
it when it comes. But"--and now Mrs. Caldwell smiled, and with her
smile the stress of the moment passed--"but not in Charlotte's frock!
It wouldn't be fair to make yourself beautiful with borrowed plumage,
would it, little bird of paradise? You'd only get a borrowed happiness
out of that--one that you hadn't a right to, and couldn't keep."
Sheila rose from her knees, smiling, too. "I'll go right upstairs and
take it off," she declared. "I want to play fair from the start--I
only _want_ what's really mine!"
And so, coming back, under Mrs. Caldwell's tactful guidance, from the
deep waters to the pleasant, shallow wavelets that lap the shores of
commonplace life, she began to busy herself with the small duties of
the night, closing the windows and putting out the lamps. Then, with
bed-time candles after the fashion of Mrs. Caldwell's own girlhood, the
two started up the stairs, Sheila leading and lighting the way--as
youth always will, despite the riper wisdom of age. Once she smiled
over her shoulder; and before they had gained the top of the flight,
she paused and reached back her hand to help her grandmother up the
last few steps. There was something gracious and strong in the
gesture--something that had not been in the nature of the Sheila who
had bent her head to Mrs. Caldwell's knee an hour before. It was as if
the womanhood of which Mrs. Caldwell had spoken had already awakened in
her and with it, not only the longing for something of her own, but
that kindred tenderness for things little and helpless--or helpless and
old.
"Take my hand," she said sweetly, and there was in her voice the lovely
gentleness that young mothers use toward their children.
The next day, when Charlotte came to inquire why her guest had flown,
without warning and apparently without cause, she found a Sheila who,
though garbed once more in her own short frock, seemed in some
mysterious way more grown-up than she had in the trailing splendor of
the night before.
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