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Ted's last gentle speech, his hurt expression when she turned coldly
from him, moved her not at all. For the time, he was not Ted, her
beloved, but Man, her enemy. True, she had not regarded man as an
enemy before. Peter, for instance, had been an ally without whom she
could not even have fared thus far. But Peter was not a husband; his
masculinity had not been appealed to--nor threatened. She saw now that
men would always fight for the mastery of their own women, would always
seek to impose sex upon them as a yoke.
Ah, that black, bitter gulf of sex!
Sheila, looking into it for the first time, shuddered with revolt and
rage. So _this_ was life; this the end of such moments as her
exquisite awakening to love. To _this_ the high and heavenly raptures
lured one at last! A bird in the wrong cage, impotently beating its
breast against the bars--Sheila was like enough to such an one in that
furious, unconsciously helpless hour.
By the next day, however, the fierce whirlwind of her astounded
resentment had passed. She began to see that Ted might be the victim
of his sex as she was the victim of hers; that the real tyranny was not
that of Ted over her, but of Nature over them both; of Nature who would
use them each with equal ruthlessness for her own purposes. But this
perception did not daunt her. Unhesitatingly, she arrayed herself
against Nature now; she would save her dreams even from that! And as
Ted was a part of Nature's plan, she said nothing to him of her
determination to fulfill herself in spite of it.
In the afternoon she set out resolutely for Charlotte's. It was
summer, and Shadyville was at its fairest. As Sheila trod the wide,
tree-canopied streets, with their old-fashioned houses in fragrant
garden closes on either side, a hundred tiny voices whispered to her
messages of peace; of life that goes on from summer to summer; of
growth, in the dark and choking earth, that springs at last upward to
the sun. But she did not hear. For her there was neither comfort nor
peace nor any joy in the processes and victories of mere life.
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