Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
When she reached the Davis house, Charlotte and Mrs. North were on the
veranda, clad brightly in a summer frivolity, and their air of leisure
and gayety was oddly unlike the tense and passionate mood of Sheila
herself. In fact the whole scene--the porch with its fluttering
awnings and festive flowers, the dainty tea-table that already awaited
the guest, the two charming women presiding there--seemed far removed
from the grave resolve and stormy emotions that Sheila had brought
thither. For an instant, as she paused at the gate, she felt herself
absurd. She had come to have afternoon tea with two women who were
obviously of the big, conventional world--and she had brought her naked
soul to them! Acutely self-conscious, painfully humiliated, she would
have retreated if she could, but Charlotte was already hailing her.
And then--her hand was clasped in Alice North's, her eyes were meeting
eyes at once so probing and so luminous that they opened every door of
her nature and flooded it with light.
Sheila had never had a case of hero-worship, but as she put her hand in
Mrs. North's, she fell, figuratively, upon her knees. The very
buoyancy and assurance of the latter's manner, which had, for an
instant, chilled and rebuffed her, now appeared to her the outward
manifestation of a brilliant and conquering spirit. Like a devotee,
she watched Mrs. North's quick, graceful movements, her vivid,
changeful face; like a devotee she listened to her sparkling,
inconsequent chatter. This woman, handicapped by her womanhood, had
done big things. Any word from her lips, any gesture of her hand was
something to admire and remember.
It never even entered Sheila's head that, although she had done great
things, Alice North might not be a great woman. It never occurred to
her to ask _how_ she had triumphed--at whose or at what cost. She
never even dreamed that one's life--just a noble submission to Nature,
a willing and patient compliance with laws and purposes above one's
own--might be the final and fullest expression of genius. Alice North
had written books--and Sheila was at her feet.
After awhile Charlotte tactfully left her alone with her idol--in whose
footsteps she meant to walk henceforth--to _climb_!
"I've read your stories," said Mrs. North softly then. It was the
first mention of Sheila's work, and the girl quivered from head to
foot. She gazed mutely at the oracle--waiting for life, for death.
Suddenly Mrs. North leaned forward and caught Sheila's hands in hers.
Alice North had never failed to be sensitive to drama; to play her part
in it with sympathy and effect.
"My dear," she exclaimed, and her voice was clear and thrilling, "my
dear, you have it--the divine gift!"
And as they looked at each other, the eyes of each filled with tears.
Alice North was indeed sensitive to drama--so sensitive that her
counterfeit emotions sometimes deceived even her--and Sheila was shaken
to the heart, to the soul.
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