Married women -- Fiction; Mothers -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
When Eric was well enough for her now and then to leave him--at first
she could not leave him lest, with her sheltering hands removed, his
life should flicker out--she gave burial to the little brain children
that, for the child of her body, she had sacrificed. Every bit of
verse, every little sketch, and the unfinished story which was, in her
sight, most guilty, and most dear of all, she laid away; not with
ribbon and lavender and rites of sentiment and tears, but sternly,
barely, ruthlessly, as one puts away things discarded by the heart
itself. She might have burned them less harshly, and that she did not
was only because she conceived it a finer deed to keep them and resist
them. So she put her honor to the uttermost test.
It was thus, and with her own hands, she poured her life into the mould
Ted had desired for it; it was thus she thrust from her all that did
not pertain to her husband and her child and her home. Yet between Ted
and herself not a word about it passed. He never reproached her for
what her writing had so nearly cost them; he never asked her to give it
up; he never even inquired as to whether she were still pursuing it.
He simply stood aloof from that element in her, with what queer mixture
of disapproval and pride and magnanimity she could but guess.
They continued to be happy together, the happier as the months passed
and Ted saw her more and more his and Eric's. In the beginning he had
probably thought that, after the shock of Eric's peril receded, Sheila
would try to write again; that fear must have lurked behind his
non-committal silence; but time gave him his security about it. Sheila
never told him of the compact of that anguished night, but gradually he
became as sure that she had given up her talent forever as if he had
heard her pledge. "Little wife!" he often called her, "Little mother!"
And always it was as if he said to her, "What other name could be half
so sweet?"
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