First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
The young people talked, too. At the beginning of the walk, Sanin, as
the elder, and so more reflective, turned the conversation on fate and
predestination, and the nature and meaning of man’s destiny; but the
conversation quickly took a less serious turn. Emil began to question
his friend and patron about Russia, how duels were fought there, and
whether the women there were beautiful, and whether one could learn
Russian quickly, and what he had felt when the officer took aim at him.
Sanin, on his side, questioned Emil about his father, his mother, and
in general about their family affairs, trying every time not to mention
Gemma’s name—and thinking only of her. To speak more precisely, it was
not of her he was thinking, but of the morrow, the mysterious morrow
which was to bring him new, unknown happiness! It was as though a veil,
a delicate, bright veil, hung faintly fluttering before his mental
vision; and behind this veil he felt … felt the presence of a youthful,
motionless, divine image, with a tender smile on its lips, and eyelids
severely—with affected severity—downcast. And this image was not the
face of Gemma, it was the face of happiness itself! For, behold, at
last _his_ hour had come, the veil had vanished, the lips were parting,
the eyelashes are raised—his divinity has looked upon him—and at once
light as from the sun, and joy and bliss unending! He dreamed of this
morrow—and his soul thrilled with joy again in the melting torture of
ever-growing expectation!
And this expectation, this torture, hindered nothing. It accompanied
every action, and did not prevent anything. It did not prevent him from
dining capitally at a third inn with Emil; and only occasionally, like
a brief flash of lightning, the thought shot across him, What if any
one in the world knew? This suspense did not prevent him from playing
leap-frog with Emil after dinner. The game took place on an open green
lawn. And the confusion, the stupefaction of Sanin may be imagined! At
the very moment when, accompanied by a sharp bark from Tartaglia, he
was flying like a bird, with his legs outspread over Emil, who was bent
double, he suddenly saw on the farthest border of the lawn two
officers, in whom he recognised at once his adversary and his second,
Herr von Dönhof and Herr von Richter! Each of them had stuck an
eyeglass in his eye, and was staring at him, chuckling!… Sanin got on
his feet, turned away hurriedly, put on the coat he had flung down,
jerked out a word to Emil; the latter, too, put on his jacket, and they
both immediately made off.
It was late when they got back to Frankfort. “They’ll scold me,” Emil
said to Sanin as he said good-bye to him. “Well, what does it matter?
I’ve had such a splendid, splendid day!”
When he got home to his hotel, Sanin found a note there from Gemma. She
fixed a meeting with him for next day, at seven o’clock in the morning,
in one of the public gardens which surround Frankfort on all sides.
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