First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
How his heart throbbed! How glad he was that he had obeyed her so
unconditionally! And, my God, what was promised … what was not
promised, by that unknown, unique, impossible, and undubitably certain
morrow!
He feasted his eyes on Gemma’s note. The long, elegant tail of the
letter G, the first letter of her name, which stood at the bottom of
the sheet, reminded him of her lovely fingers, her hand…. He thought
that he had not once touched that hand with his lips…. “Italian women,”
he mused, “in spite of what’s said of them, are modest and severe…. And
Gemma above all! Queen … goddess … pure, virginal marble….”
“But the time will come; and it is not far off….” There was that night
in Frankfort one happy man…. He slept; but he might have said of
himself in the words of the poet:
“I sleep … but my watchful heart sleeps not.”
And it fluttered as lightly as a butterfly flutters his wings, as he
stoops over the flowers in the summer sunshine.
XXVII
At five o’clock Sanin woke up, at six he was dressed, at half-past six
he was walking up and down the public garden within sight of the little
arbour which Gemma had mentioned in her note. It was a still, warm,
grey morning. It sometimes seemed as though it were beginning to rain;
but the outstretched hand felt nothing, and only looking at one’s
coat-sleeve, one could see traces of tiny drops like diminutive beads,
but even these were soon gone. It seemed there had never been a breath
of wind in the world. Every sound moved not, but was shed around in the
stillness. In the distance was a faint thickening of whitish mist; in
the air there was a scent of mignonette and white acacia flowers.
In the streets the shops were not open yet, but there were already some
people walking about; occasionally a solitary carriage rumbled along …
there was no one walking in the garden. A gardener was in a leisurely
way scraping the path with a spade, and a decrepit old woman in a black
woollen cloak was hobbling across the garden walk. Sanin could not for
one instant mistake this poor old creature for Gemma; and yet his heart
leaped, and he watched attentively the retreating patch of black.
Seven! chimed the clock on the tower. Sanin stood still. Was it
possible she would not come? A shiver of cold suddenly ran through his
limbs. The same shiver came again an instant later, but from a
different cause. Sanin heard behind him light footsteps, the light
rustle of a woman’s dress…. He turned round: she!
Gemma was coming up behind him along the path. She was wearing a grey
cape and a small dark hat. She glanced at Sanin, turned her head away,
and catching him up, passed rapidly by him.
“Gemma,” he articulated, hardly audibly.
She gave him a little nod, and continued to walk on in front. He
followed her.
He breathed in broken gasps. His legs shook under him.
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