First loves -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Russian fiction -- Translations into English
Gemma passed by the arbour, turned to the right, passed by a small flat
fountain, in which the sparrows were splashing busily, and, going
behind a clump of high lilacs, sank down on a bench. The place was snug
and hidden. Sanin sat down beside her.
A minute passed, and neither he nor she uttered a word. She did not
even look at him; and he gazed not at her face, but at her clasped
hands, in which she held a small parasol. What was there to tell, what
was there to say, which could compare, in importance, with the simple
fact of their presence there, together, alone, so early, so close to
each other.
“You … are not angry with me?” Sanin articulated at last.
It would have been difficult for Sanin to have said anything more
foolish than these words … he was conscious of it himself…. But, at any
rate, the silence was broken.
“Angry?” she answered. “What for? No.”
“And you believe me?” he went on.
“In what you wrote?”
“Yes.”
Gemma’s head sank, and she said nothing. The parasol slipped out of her
hands. She hastily caught it before it dropped on the path.
“Ah, believe me! believe what I wrote to you!” cried Sanin; all his
timidity suddenly vanished, he spoke with heat; “if there is truth on
earth—sacred, absolute truth—it’s that I love, love you passionately,
Gemma.”
She flung him a sideway, momentary glance, and again almost dropped the
parasol.
“Believe me! believe me!” he repeated. He besought her, held out his
hands to her, and did not dare to touch her. “What do you want me to do
… to convince you?”
She glanced at him again.
“Tell me, Monsieur Dimitri,” she began; “the day before yesterday, when
you came to talk to me, you did not, I imagine, know then … did not
feel …”
“I felt it,” Sanin broke in; “but I did not know it. I have loved you
from the very instant I saw you; but I did not realise at once what you
had become to me! And besides, I heard that you were solemnly
betrothed…. As far as your mother’s request is concerned—in the first
place, how could I refuse?—and secondly, I think I carried out her
request in such a way that you could guess….”
They heard a heavy tread, and a rather stout gentleman with a knapsack
over his shoulder, apparently a foreigner, emerged from behind the
clump, and staring, with the unceremoniousness of a tourist, at the
couple sitting on the garden-seat, gave a loud cough and went on.
“Your mother,” Sanin began, as soon as the sound of the heavy footsteps
had ceased, “told me your breaking off your engagement would cause a
scandal”—Gemma frowned a little—that I was myself in part responsible
for unpleasant gossip, and that … consequently … I was, to some extent,
under an obligation to advise you not to break with your betrothed,
Herr Klüber….”
“Monsieur Dimitri,” said Gemma, and she passed her hand over her hair
on the side turned towards Sanin, “don’t, please, call Herr Klüber my
betrothed. I shall never be his wife. I have broken with him.”
“You have broken with him? when?”
“Yesterday.”
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