No sooner are the lips still than the soul awakes, and sets forth on
its labours; for silence is an element that is full of surprise, danger
and happiness, and in these the soul possesses itself in freedom. If
it be indeed your desire to give yourself over to another, be silent;
and if you fear being silent with him—unless this fear be the proud
uncertainty, or hunger, of the love that yearns for prodigies—fly
from him, for your soul knows well how far it may go. There are men in
whose presence the greatest of heroes would not dare to be silent; and
even the soul that has nothing to conceal trembles lest another should
discover its secret. Some there are that have no silence, and that kill
the silence around them, and these are the only creatures that pass
through life unperceived. To them it is not given to cross the zone of
revelation, the great zone of the firm and faithful light. We cannot
conceive what sort of man is he who has never been silent. It is to us
as though his soul were featureless. ‘We do not know each other yet,’
wrote to me one whom I hold dear above all others, ‘we have not yet
dared to be silent together.’ And it was true: already did we love each
other so deeply that we shrank from the superhuman ordeal. And each
time that silence fell upon us—the angel of the supreme truth, the
messenger that brings to the heart the tidings of the unknown—each
time did we feel that our souls were craving mercy on their knees,
were begging for a few hours more of innocent falsehood, a few hours
of ignorance, a few hours of childhood.... And none the less must its
hour come. It is the sun of love, and it ripens the fruit of the soul,
as the sun of heaven ripens the fruits of the earth. But it is not
without cause that men fear it; for none can ever tell what will be the
_quality_ of the silence which is about to fall upon them. Though all
words may be akin, every silence differs from its fellow; and, with
rare exceptions, it is an entire destiny that will be governed by the
_quality_ of this first silence which is descending upon two souls.
They blend: we know not where, for the reservoirs of silence lie far
above the reservoirs of thought, and the strange resultant brew is
either sinisterly bitter or profoundly sweet. Two souls, admirable both
and of equal power, may yet give birth to a hostile silence, and wage
pitiless war against each other in the darkness; while it may be that
the soul of a convict shall go forth and commune in divine silence with
the soul of a virgin. The result can never be foretold; all this comes
to pass in a heaven that never warns; and therefore it is that the
tenderest of lovers will often defer to the last hour of all the solemn
entry of the great revealer of the depths of our being....
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