For they too are well aware—the love that is truly love brings the
most frivolous back to life’s centre—they too are well aware that all
that had gone before was but as children playing outside the gates, and
that it is now that the walls are falling and existence lying bare.
Their silence will be even as are the gods within them; and if in this
first silence, there be not harmony, there can be no love in their
souls, for the silence will never change. It may rise or it may fall
between two souls, but _its nature_ can never alter; and even until the
death of the lovers will it retain the form, the attitude and the power
that were its own when, for the first time, it came into the room.
As we advance through life, it is more and more brought home to us
that nothing takes place that is not in accord with some curious,
preconceived design: and of this we never breathe a word, we scarcely
dare to let our minds dwell upon it, but of its existence, somewhere
above our heads, we are absolutely convinced. The most fatuous of men
smiles, at the first encounters, as though he were the accomplice
of the destiny of his brethren. And in this domain, even those who
can speak the most profoundly realise—they, perhaps, more than
others—that words can never express the real, special relationship
that exists between two beings. Were I to speak to you at this
moment of the gravest things of all—of love, death or destiny—it
is not love, death or destiny that I should touch; and, my efforts
notwithstanding, there would always remain between us a truth which
had not been spoken, which we had not even thought of speaking; and
yet it is this truth only, voiceless though it has been, which will
have lived with us for an instant, and by which we shall have been
wholly absorbed. For that truth was _our truth_ as regards death,
destiny or love, and it was in silence only that we could perceive it.
And nothing save only the silence will have had any importance. ‘My
sisters,’ says a child in the fairy-story, ‘you have each of you a
secret thought—I wish to know it.’ We, too, have something that people
wish to know, but it is hidden far above the secret thought—it is
our secret silence. But all questions are useless. When our spirit is
alarmed, its own agitation becomes a barrier to the second life that
lives in this secret; and, would we know what it is that lies hidden
there, we must cultivate silence among ourselves, for it is then only
that for one instant the eternal flowers unfold their petals, the
mysterious flowers whose form and colour are ever changing in harmony
with the soul that is by their side. As gold and silver are weighed in
pure water, so does the soul test its weight in silence, and the words
that we let fall have no meaning apart from the silence that wraps them
round. If I tell some one that I love him—as I may have told a hundred
others—my words will convey nothing to him; but the silence which will
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