For it was thus that my brother died. And though he alone had heard the
warning whisper, be it ever so unconsciously—for from his earliest
days he had concealed the message of disease within him—yet surely
had the knowledge of what was to come been borne in upon us also. What
are the signs that set apart the creatures for whom dire events lie in
wait? Nothing is visible, and yet all is revealed. They are afraid of
us, for that we are ever crying out to them of our knowledge, struggle
against it as we may; and when we are with them, they can see that,
in our hearts, we are oppressed by their destiny. Something there is
that we hide from most men, and we ourselves are ignorant of what
this thing may be. Strange secrets of life and death pass between two
creatures who meet for the first time; and many other secrets besides,
nameless to this day, but which at once thrust their impress upon our
bearing, our features, the look of our eyes; and even while we press
the hand of our friend, our soul will have soared perhaps beyond the
confines of this life. It may be that when two men are together, they
are unconscious of any hidden thoughts, but there are things that lie
deeper, and are far more imperious, than thought. We are not the lords
of these unfathomable gifts; and we are ever betraying the presence of
the prophet to whom speech is not given. We are never the same with
others as when we are alone; we are different, even, when we are in
the dark with them, and the look in our eyes changes as the past or
future flashes before us; and therefore it is that, though we know it
not, we are ever watchful and on our guard. When we meet those who are
not to live long, we are only conscious of the fate that is hanging
over them; we see nothing else. If they could they would deceive us,
so that they might the more readily deceive themselves. They do all in
their power to mislead us; they imagine that their eager smile, their
burning interest in life, will conceal the truth; but none the less
does the event already loom large before us, and seem indeed to be the
mainstay, nay, the very reason of their existence. Death has again
betrayed them, and they realise, in bitter sadness, that nothing is
hidden from us, that there are certain voices that cannot be still.
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