The Scotch peasants have a word that might be applied to every
existence. In their legends they give the name of ‘Fey’ to the frame
of mind of a man who, notwithstanding all his efforts, notwithstanding
all help and advice, is forced by some irresistible impulse, towards
an inevitable catastrophe. It is thus that James I., the James of
Catherine Douglas, was ‘fey’ when he went, notwithstanding the terrible
omens of earth, heaven and hell, to spend the Christmas holidays in
the gloomy castle of Perth, where his assassin, the traitor Robert
Graeme, lay in wait for him. Which of us, recalling the circumstances
of the most decisive misfortune of his life, but has felt himself
similarly possessed? Be it well understood that I speak here only of
active misfortunes, of those that might have been prevented: for there
are passive misfortunes (such as the death of a person we adore) which
simply come towards us, and cannot be influenced by any movement of
ours. Bethink you of the fatal day of your life. Have we not all been
forewarned; and though it may seem to us now that destiny might have
been changed by a step we did not take, a door we did not open, a hand
we did not raise, which of us but has struggled vainly on the topmost
walls of the abyss, struggled without vigour and without hope, against
a force that was invisible and apparently without power?
The breath of air stirred by the door I opened, one evening, was for
ever to extinguish my happiness, as it would have extinguished a
flickering lamp; and now, when I think of it, I cannot tell myself that
I did not know.... And yet, it was nothing important that had taken me
to the threshold. I could have gone away, shrugging my shoulders: there
was no human reason that could force me to knock on the panel. No human
reason, nothing but destiny....
* * * * *
Herein there is still some resemblance to the fatality of Œdipus,
and yet it is already different. One might say that it is this same
fatality seen _ab intra_. Mysterious powers hold sway within us, and
these would seem to be in league with adventures. We all cherish
enemies within our soul. They know what they do and what they force us
to do, and when they lead us to the event, they let fall half-uttered
words of warning—too few to stop us on the road—but sufficient to
make us regret, when it is too late, that we did not listen more
attentively to their wavering, ironical advice. What object can they
have, these powers that seek our destruction as though they were
self-existing and did not perish with us, seeing that it is in us
only that they have life? What is it that sets in motion all the
confederates of the universe, who fatten on our blood?
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